posted May 22, 2016 11:51 PM            

I'm on the inside and she's on the outside. I've met her a couple of weeks ago in a show my band played, at the first glance I was taken by her beauty, cause she's very beautiful, we clicked in a very fast way and enjoyed talking about our lives and some drinks, but I have the typical nervousness of meeting a very beautiful woman, but somehow I kept my cool and we enjoyed the night.

After I played with my band we went with some friends to another show, then the intense chemistry was palpable, with the powerful music we heard, it was just too powerful... She did a little tick on my back that did an instant thing on my mind, and I hugged her, then after I asked, cause I was nervous, I gave her a kiss; she's the third woman I kissed, then the kisses were more powerful, tongues were involved, and a lot of grouping, then she invited me to her place to have sex... and it happened, she's the second woman I had sex, but it was intense, the connection, the attraction, the emotions running wild and some other very pornographic things I won't tell. And I slept in her place.

She was very caring with my shy ways and with my inexperience, that hit me very deep, that much kindness that fast, and she wanted me to feel confortable with the occasion, and she really enjoyed the experience.

We both decided to meet again soon, but she felt that with my hardness to talk with people, she thought that it was going to end as an one night stand, and it almost was, cause I ended up being too scared to contact her back... the experience just was too intense for what I've lived so far, and besided, she's a very strong, independent woman, living all alone, and very sexually active, she's often on the hunt of some action, and very blunt, even for me that I'm kinda blunt with the people around me, and we are kinda different, as she's a harcore metalhead, and I've been out of that scene for a long time already.

There's a lot of respect of the way she lives, but also a restlessness on how to handle myself with her lifestyle, we're too opposite, as I'm very reserved and no so wild as she is. The thing that she did was opening something that was very repressed in me for most of my life in an very intense and passionate way.

It took me though a couple of weeks to speak with her again, but I've found out She's already hanging out with another man, another metalhead macho guy, but after meeting up again, it's clear to me that our connection feels more intimate and deeper than the connection with the other guy, but with a tension that's a bit complicated.

She was very thankful that I came and she said that I'll be always welcomed in her place, after I gave her the demo of my band, some jazz music, and a great night with her other man and her friend, the tension's still palpable.

It feels great to finally have an experience like this, but there's a lot of restlessness inside of me that I still don't know I'm going to handle this relationship, it has some potential, but, let's see how we handle ourselves with our very different personalities

Here are the Synastry and Composite charts

posted May 30, 2016 01:01 PM            

The intesting thing is, since the three weeks I've spent with her, we really went pretty fast, and I mean it, really fast, it still scare me how soon and fast we're going, but we're slowly starting to get used to it.

And we're really honest with each other, probably a bit brutal but it's has been good so far, she's been very kind with me as she started to know my story with women, and her loving ways really are doing wonders with me.

posted May 30, 2016 06:27 PM            

the composite shows a very intense and electric sexual connection but I suggest you accept it was just a one nightstand.
the sun is conjunct to psyche. this can give great sensitivity to each other and the venus/mars midpoint is conjunct to the sun and psyche and square to urnaus and neptune. the Uranus square really gives the electric attraction but Uranus is also the symbol of brief affairs or one night stands .
the moon is square to nessus which suggest she drawn to sexual unions rather than romantic unions.this is also shown by eros square to eris.
so as you seemed to be enchanted with her, I suggest you forget it because she is living loose and wild and will only break your heart if you continue to fall in love.

ps I just read the rest of your thread,congrats and good luck.

posted June 09, 2016 03:21 AM            

quote:

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Originally posted by LF DX:

Aubyanne, if you see this... I've made it

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posted June 09, 2016 03:10 PM            

A good conversation can really make a difference with a relationship like this one, and also knowing that both parts are enjoying it, with the differences and equal things, it's amazing this.... Feels good to learn how to handle this in a more or less mature way, and to grow up to be more happier.

posted July 25, 2016 01:18 PM            

The adventure is still going, and it's getting better I guess. We don't have much sex but lately we've been connecting deeper. I've met her circle of friends and I clicked with them, and with one I'll form a cover band to make some money, and last week she have finally gave me affection in public, physically and with words, and she have met my circle of friends as well, and I decided to sing her a song that was meant for her, she was surprised and amazed with that bold move... Things are rolling now that I'm more confident around her...

Yet there's still the nagging feeling I have that she's living loose and wild as todd said, I know that she has some adventures here and there, and sometimes it tickles me inside, and there's the little power struggles we have thanks to some of the very intense aspects you we have on synastry, but I keep it cool by leaving some space, by not seeing each other that often, no texting, just once or twice per week to keep it constant, then each to their own way, sometimes it's hard for me, because I'm feeling more confortable, and I want to be more with her, but right now, this way is for the best, to give enough space to not get too much consumed by this...

posted July 25, 2016 05:07 PM            

I looked at the progressions and here again we get the proof of the AMAZING power of progressed Lunar phases (Sun/Moon).

Well, it's already worth a WOW when we see a SAME PHASE angle in the progressed lunar phases of both people, but look at thisssss;

LF:
Progressed Moon 35'54 past the progressed Sun.

LF-girl;
Progressed Moon 35'54 past the progressed Sun.

WOW - an *EXACT* same phase angle!

What does this mean?
Well At-the-Least there is a "relating" to each other throughout life (unless one progressed Moon is a fast mover compared to the other) and that the bigger things in life will hapen at about the same time (during the 4th harmonic progressed phase).

Her progressed Moon went in Scorpio 2 months ago (now at 1'38 Scorp) so that perfectly fits the natal Sun of LF (at 22 scorp) and this can only denote a "slowly coming closer" in the next 20 months. It's the most trustable marker for a relationship to begin.

HOWEVER.. I do not see any of the progressed biggies we would also expect to see at the start of a relationship and also find in at least 90% of the cases. That is why my guess is that this will not become the exclusive relationship you wish for LF. Although it WILL become closer at it is now.