posted June 22, 2016 02:27 AM            

This is the composite between myself and my friend who needed a place to stay and is now staying at my house. He is a really nice person and we get along really well... but he always is getting into really weird situations and since he's been here strange things have been happening in my normally very quiet neighborhood. Tonight a guy was walking back and forth in front of my house, watching me through my window, and asking my friend who lives upstairs... and pretending to deliver flyers at 10 30 pm but had no flyers... i called the cops and they patrolled the area. It freaks me out a bit seeing true Lilith conjunct the MC (not shown here sorry), and square Uranus... and obviously it's my life so i have little astrological objectivity at this moment and fear is sneaking in although I'm trying to remain grounded. Help?

He has Neptune on the ascendant is musical and inspired and also troubled and crazy susceptible to his environments... he also has a bunch of crazy Uranus aspects in his natal and is always being messed around... well he does hang out with drug addicts etc.. but truly isn't a bad guy at all.. although of course his Uranus oppositions can indicate projection of internal energies.... It's a long story but anyway i can post natals and synastry tomorrow... and maybe say more... i know i attract certain things i need and my chart plays into this but I've noticed for sure hanging around certain people brings weird energy into my life which i normally do not attract. But obvs. I still attract the attractors...

My partner and i kind of jointly took this guy in and he makes such nice aspects to our composite lol... overall it has felt amazing and good having him around... fulfilling our composite 6th house stellium by being of service.. and I like him a lot on many levels but am quickly becoming overwhelmed by his presence here. I never meant for him to live with me ijust wanted to help get him out of his other situation... he was about to put himself in the psych ward and i want to be able to help my mystically inclined friends to avoid that place if possible but am realizing i can't be personally responsible for people bringing this kind of energy... i intend one day to run a healing Centre but my personal home can't be the Centre... lol.. I'm not strong enough yet. Although perhaps this is a learning thing.

Please try not to judge this whole situation too harsh i might not be explaining perfectly. Let me know what you think specifically of Uranus-north node chiron-south node?

Oh yeah our nodes are flipped in synastry... will post tomorrow...

posted June 22, 2016 12:52 PM            

And here is my synastry with P.:

I need to get on solarfire to show you his chart around D. And my composite but suffice it to say for now that his Jupiter is on our Venus, his Moon opposite our Moon/Vertex/Amor etc.

See how cute... P.'s Amor on D.'s Venus-Chiron-POF thing?

And also D.'s Ceres on P.'s Psyche... quite apt. He is waylevel
and balanced now after hanging out with us for a while... no longer losing his mind... D. has been very attentive and caring and honestly it's all doing wonders for the stability of the relationship between D. and I.. I am beginning to really think that partnerships require community/a village/a group in order to remain really healthy and viable. Maybe not all... but that's how human society used to be tribal society and it just seems to make sense that other influences and other people can ameliorate tension in any given composite (or cause it off course!)... and it's kind of a fascinating study, to consider how this works.

Brings to mind, you know, how they say a person who comes between two people might have a planet right on an important midpoint of theirs, etc. You know.

It is likely very similar with people who help to strengthen our relationships. With our Aquarius 6th house stellium and Uranus in our 4th house obviously D. and I sort of thrive on unusual situations and operating as a team in the interest of the collective.

and now I'm thinking about Aunt Anomalia's 6th house thread and wanting to provide an update. I think with a 6th house Sun the relationship really remains vital/viable when the couple feels they are of service to somebody or something. It has really given us a huuge boost. We're as loving as ever if not more so... but just having somebody to serve feels RIGHT.

It's my theory at this point that the 6th house was seen as a bad omen for ancient astrologers because they were living in such a decidedly classist system and they noticed 6th house emphasis in the charts of slaves and servants. What they probably didn't understand is that those people got their lifes joy from the menial labour and moments of service which they may or may not have consciously abhorred... yet it WAS their life and so they did it whole heartedly. Joy can blossom in any house if it's done right..

posted June 22, 2016 01:03 PM            

... cute how NN/Veritas overlays P.'s natal Jupiter-Vertex and D. and my composite Venus... it is also opposite my Amor/Pallas and D. and my composite Sun. And then P. and I in composite have Venus at 2 Leo. You can see where D.'s Karatsu/DavidFreedman conjunction is at in his chart too fun stuff.

Honestly it all feels very karmic and overall very good to all be together. There is a deep familiarity and camaraderie and a lot of joy and love being expressed freely when we're together. It's just freaky dealing with P.'s Neptune-Asc cause he does bring in weirdos and my block is normally suuuper quiet.. also i have control issues and although living with and cooperating with others is my dream it is NOT easy all the time! But it is what i must do i feel. Still my Saturn isn't strongly aspected by his chart specifically... there's probably something if i go deeper though...

And then..

Me and D. Composite (please compare--if you feel inclined thank you!) You can see why our chart might like P.'s 20 degrees Leo Moon I think!...

I've copied P. and my composite here as well for easy reference (yes that North Node is conjunct D.'s Jupiter/Uranus...)

posted June 22, 2016 07:47 PM            

the composite shows the friendship ,care and support between you with the Pluto/moon Saturn stellium sextile to the sun/mercury conjunction and sextile to Neptune.

psyche is 3/16 to eros which shows the sparkle in your relationship as the midpoint is square to david

though you say you are friends the mars/Venus midpoint is conjunct the south node which usually belies a romantic interest and chemistry.
though venus square to the moon/Saturn/pluto stellium does explain the relationship being on a friendship basis.

I like the true lilith rather than the mean lilith ,but calling them as they lay, there is a significant karmic element with Lilith square the Uranus/NN and chiron/SN. this pattern can give a very strong psychic connection that is emotional diffuse.that is it is not clear what the external manifestations are but rather an internal emotional feeling suggest similar reactions to situations between you.
this really seems to be a past life hookup as both Jupiter and juno are conjunct the vertex . that really points to a committed relationship insome timeand space.the vertexforms a pyramid pattern with the sextile pattern which adds a element of magic tothis relationship. this is one of those friendships where both of you are connected by synchronistic coincidences that both have experience in your lives. the same unusual trials and awakenings unite you.
amoreis opposed thesun/moon midpoint bringing the image of love and intimacy but then the sun
/pluto midpoint is also opposed to amore bringing the image of emotional voids separating you.
I haven't read thru the thread but with Neptune conjunct the antivertex,all these paradoxes make me think he is gay becaue a platonic friendship does not usually haveso many aspects of physical passion shown as this composite does.

posted June 22, 2016 09:02 PM            

I just caught some of his paranoia which is a bit contagious... and noticed the higher incidence of weird people coming around seemingly because he's there lol... but working on energetically strengthening my own force field so it won't be an issue.

I'll post his natal. Realized that's most important really...
thank you todd I'm relived to read your interpretation it is really quite accurate.

It's platonic for sure and will stay that way. The Saturn Venus square indicates this to me also... as well as the obvious friends-only vibe between us... although yes it is sparkly and loving... decidedly so. It helps too that I'm in a committed relationship with our mutual dear friend. I wouldn't doubt a past life connection though, likely a positive one with all 3 of us... lol we hugged in the hallway before bed last night so lovingly all of us... haha not sexual mind you. But very friendly.

Glad you just looked at the composite and didn't read the whole thread i just rambled away.

Will post his natal. He encounters many shady people but is turning a new leaf so to speak and being much more selective in who he is welcoming. So I'm hoping to help with that. I think it's likely we can all live in community together.