posted August 05, 2016 02:21 PM            

I have been travelling a new country for 2 months. In my own country I spent a lot of time in shamanic meditation , and I was shown a face which I think is this person. At a festival in a town I seen him sitting on a step. I spoke to him of course because I recognised him. It turns out he is also on a similar spiritual path to me, but different also. I have feelings like I could fall in love with him/ am falling in love. I met him again in his home city. He seems to have had a harsh fate with relationships and has been celabit (spelling ??) for 2 years.. I would really like for him to join me on my travels (I make jewellery and sell on the streets for money , I think he could also sell things he has made some jewellery also) do you think he would come with me ?? Does it seem for our synastry that it could be something lasting ? Am I wasting my time with this feeling ? Please tell me what you can see from the synastry.. I have feelings like I know him from another place. Please please some advice thanks very much

posted August 05, 2016 05:45 PM            

I looked at your campsite chart.
the venus/mars midpoint is opposed to Uranus, so there is a very intense emotional/sexual/psychic connection. but this aspect also is associated with intense but brief affairs, not something long term at all.
in addition psyche and eros are sextile which gives a idealistic romantic feeling somewhat more stable and mystical.
the midpoint of psyche and eros is conjunct to venus which shows you are much more affected by the spiritual/sexual nature of the relationship than he is. venus is square to ixion, which shows a cultural or familial resistance. of course the forbidden(celibate) nature of the relationship only draws you more.
the mercury/orcus/chiron stellium is opposed to Lilith and square to sedna.
this could be the common shamanistic path as this shows a primal grasp of hidden knowledge.
but on a human level this shows a block in communication or a hesitation to divulge the truth to each other.
Jupiter on the ascendant trine to Neptune may be the common spiritual journey but with eris square to Neptune sexual dynamic may interfere with the spiritual seeking.

the mars/eros midpoint is conjunct to the south node and the moon/psyche midpoint is square the nodal axis so again there is a strong idealized sexual attraction here.but it seems to still be more on your side than his.

the moon/sun midpoint is conjunct the eros/nessus midpoint. this shows there is a fundamental distance or coldness-cruelty to the relationship. this likely has to do with the issues surrounding his celibacy, so it doesn't seem likely a sexual/love relationship will form here. the sexual indications are powerful but there is not a corresponding emotional love to go along with the physical magnetism.
todd

posted August 06, 2016 05:00 AM            

Do you think he is not having as spiritual a connection to me as I am to him from this ?

"venus is square to ixion, which shows a cultural or familial resistance. of course the forbidden(celibate) nature of the relationship only draws you more. "

Is there a resistance from him that I am drawn to astrologically ? I never usually try to go for men at all, I just recognised him so felt like I should talk to him. He is very odd and runs away n stuff. I thought he didn't like me but he sent me all these messages saying I was an angel. I was actually kind of shocked by it because I can't tell completely if he wants to be around me or not. I think I have taken the celebiciy on as a challenge without totally realising it..

"the mercury/orcus/chiron stellium is opposed to Lilith and square to sedna.
this could be the common shamanistic path as this shows a primal grasp of hidden knowledge.
but on a human level this shows a block in communication or a hesitation to divulge the truth to each other."

I think I have blocks in communication with every single person I meet, so I think I have a communication block inside myself that I find in everyone

"Jupiter on the ascendant trine to Neptune may be the common spiritual journey but with eris square to Neptune sexual dynamic may interfere with the spiritual seeking."

Do you think that the interference spiritually is caused by me ?

"the mars/eros midpoint is conjunct to the south node and the moon/psyche midpoint is square the nodal axis so again there is a strong idealized sexual attraction here.but it seems to still be more on your side than his."

Does it look like I am sexually attracted to him but not him to me ?

"the moon/sun midpoint is conjunct the eros/nessus midpoint. this shows there is a fundamental distance or coldness-cruelty to the relationship. this likely has to do with the issues surrounding his celibacy, so it doesn't seem likely a sexual/love relationship will form here. the sexual indications are powerful but there is not a corresponding emotional love to go along with the physical magnetism."

posted August 07, 2016 05:34 PM            

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Originally posted by zirr1:
Hi Todd thanks for having a look !!

"the midpoint of psyche and eros is conjunct to venus which shows you are much more affected by the spiritual/sexual nature of the relationship than he is. "

Do you think he is not having as spiritual a connection to me as I am to him from this ?

"venus is square to ixion, which shows a cultural or familial resistance. of course the forbidden(celibate) nature of the relationship only draws you more. "

Is there a resistance from him that I am drawn to astrologically ? I never usually try to go for men at all, I just recognised him so felt like I should talk to him. He is very odd and runs away n stuff. I thought he didn't like me but he sent me all these messages saying I was an angel. I was actually kind of shocked by it because I can't tell completely if he wants to be around me or not. I think I have taken the celebiciy on as a challenge without totally realising it..

"the mercury/orcus/chiron stellium is opposed to Lilith and square to sedna.
this could be the common shamanistic path as this shows a primal grasp of hidden knowledge.
but on a human level this shows a block in communication or a hesitation to divulge the truth to each other."

I think I have blocks in communication with every single person I meet, so I think I have a communication block inside myself that I find in everyone

"Jupiter on the ascendant trine to Neptune may be the common spiritual journey but with eris square to Neptune sexual dynamic may interfere with the spiritual seeking."

Do you think that the interference spiritually is caused by me ?

"the mars/eros midpoint is conjunct to the south node and the moon/psyche midpoint is square the nodal axis so again there is a strong idealized sexual attraction here.but it seems to still be more on your side than his."

Does it look like I am sexually attracted to him but not him to me ?

"the moon/sun midpoint is conjunct the eros/nessus midpoint. this shows there is a fundamental distance or coldness-cruelty to the relationship. this likely has to do with the issues surrounding his celibacy, so it doesn't seem likely a sexual/love relationship will form here. the sexual indications are powerful but there is not a corresponding emotional love to go along with the physical magnetism."

How sad </3 very frustrating too, since it shows me how much I keep making life difficult for myself. There has been many options for sexual relationships (I've not been with anyone since I've been here) and I refused them all because I felt like I wanted to be with this guy. Then it turns out he's celebit. I mean wtfff >__<

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"the midpoint of psyche and eros is conjunct to venus which shows you are much more affected by the spiritual/sexual nature of the relationship than he is. "

Do you think he is not having as spiritual a connection to me as I am to him from this ?

i'd say that the physical connection is stronger than the spiritual for both of you.
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"the mercury/orcus/chiron stellium is opposed to Lilith and square to sedna.
this could be the common shamanistic path as this shows a primal grasp of hidden knowledge.
but on a human level this shows a block in communication or a hesitation to divulge the truth to each other."

I think I have blocks in communication with every single person I meet, so I think I have a communication block inside myself that I find in everyone

that is very true as you have mercury conjunct orcus snd chiron in your natal

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"Jupiter on the ascendant trine to Neptune may be the common spiritual journey but with eris square to Neptune sexual dynamic may interfere with the spiritual seeking."

Do you think that the interference spiritually is caused by me ?

no, it is both of you.
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"the mars/eros midpoint is conjunct to the south node and the moon/psyche midpoint is square the nodal axis so again there is a strong idealized sexual attraction here.but it seems to still be more on your side than his."

Does it look like I am sexually attracted to him but not him to me ?

I think he is attracted but more on the physical plane whereas you have both a physical and spiritual attraction for him
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posted August 07, 2016 07:21 PM            

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Originally posted by todd:
"the midpoint of psyche and eros is conjunct to venus which shows you are much more affected by the spiritual/sexual nature of the relationship than he is. "

Do you think he is not having as spiritual a connection to me as I am to him from this ?

i'd say that the physical connection is stronger than the spiritual for both of you.
..........................................
"the mercury/orcus/chiron stellium is opposed to Lilith and square to sedna.
this could be the common shamanistic path as this shows a primal grasp of hidden knowledge.
but on a human level this shows a block in communication or a hesitation to divulge the truth to each other."

I think I have blocks in communication with every single person I meet, so I think I have a communication block inside myself that I find in everyone

that is very true as you have mercury conjunct orcus snd chiron in your natal

...........................................
"Jupiter on the ascendant trine to Neptune may be the common spiritual journey but with eris square to Neptune sexual dynamic may interfere with the spiritual seeking."

Do you think that the interference spiritually is caused by me ?

no, it is both of you.
............................................

"the mars/eros midpoint is conjunct to the south node and the moon/psyche midpoint is square the nodal axis so again there is a strong idealized sexual attraction here.but it seems to still be more

I think he is attracted but more on the physical plane whereas you have both a physical and spiritual attraction for him
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todd

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So do you think he will not give up his celibacy for me ? No chance ?

We have done a bunch of spiritual things together like he has read my palms a lot n tarot , and I done a spell for him he will tattoo to himself , do you think he does not have that connection with me even so ?

I feel creepy to even be writing sortof anonymously online about taking his celibacy but it's because I had a feeling like it had to be him that I got with in that way like there was some importance to it, then he turns out to be celibate. We hugged a lot though. When we were hugging he said 'don't kill me' as in don't hurt him because I'm a girl. He suffered a lot with his ex leaving him for his best friend which I think is what turned him celibate.

I feel like the sexual experience would be something very spiritual and healing but astrologically did it say I have illusions with this ?

Do you think he prefers to be left alone or should I talk to him ?

posted August 07, 2016 07:42 PM            

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Originally posted by zirr1:
So do you think he will not give up his celibacy for me ? No chance ?

We have done a bunch of spiritual things together like he has read my palms a lot n tarot , and I done a spell for him he will tattoo to himself , do you think he does not have that connection with me even so ?

I feel creepy to even be writing sortof anonymously online about taking his celibacy but it's because I had a feeling like it had to be him that I got with in that way like there was some importance to it, then he turns out to be celibate. We hugged a lot though. When we were hugging he said 'don't kill me' as in don't hurt him because I'm a girl. He suffered a lot with his ex leaving him for his best friend which I think is what turned him celibate.

I feel like the sexual experience would be something very spiritual and healing but astrologically did it say I have illusions with this ?

Do you think he prefers to be left alone or should I talk to him ?

Sorry to all the questions and thank you

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"the moon/sun midpoint is conjunct the eros/nessus midpoint. this shows there is a fundamental distance or coldness-cruelty to the relationship. this likely has to do with the issues surrounding his celibacy, so it doesn't seem likely a sexual/love relationship will form here. the sexual indications are powerful but there is not a corresponding emotional love to go along with the physical magnetism."

the sun/moon midpoint is a large part of the dynamics of a composite. here with eros/nessus square the moon/sun, the indication is that his sexual energies have been warped not by just his last relationship but likely in hhihs childhood. this aspect implies he had a abusive unbring which is still affecting him. if the relationship does become sexual it will have a s/m aura to it. that is pleasure and pain will be part of the feelings.

as you write it seems to becoming more intimate ,so you may be correct but the composite implies it will not be what you expect.

todd