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Topic: Sun/Saturn conjunct Neptune synastry: Even the truth feels like a lie?
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fractaling
Newflake Posts: 5
From: Iowa
Registered: Nov 2016
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posted December 06, 2016 11:19 PM
  
In our synastric chart, his Neptune is conjunct my Sun, and his Saturn is conjunct my Neptune. Both of these conjunctions are between 3 and 4 degrees apart. Additionally, of course, his Moon conjunct Pluto is conjunct my Moon. Both in Scorpio. In the 8th and 2nd respectively. Maybe it is just the heightened degree of suspicion in our natal charts, but I have found the extremity of these two Neptune conjunctions to perhaps be the most painful aspects of this weird thing we have. Does a Neptune conjunction to another's Sun ever imply causing the Sun to feel extreme inexplicable guilt/self-doubt, as if they have lied to Neptune, even if they have only told the unwavering truth? Or, are there any other cases like this? Or any of you out there who have experienced both Sun/Neptune and Saturn/Neptune in a relationship chart? Is it atypical for Neptune to be extremely distrustful of Sun in general? I feel as if I can see straight through him. I know exactly what he's thinking all the damn time, and it's honestly suffocating. I think this fact makes him more suspicious, like: "why did you know I thought you were lying to me, huh?" Of course, it makes me feel as if I need to expose more and more of myself to show my honesty- and I'm afraid I've already given him enough information to render me unsafe just so he can feel safer. I've never told the truth so desperately and unsurely in my life. He makes me feel absolutely insane. IP: Logged |
ana_bee
Knowflake Posts: 57
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Registered: Aug 2013
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posted December 07, 2016 08:07 AM
Post your synastry and composite. There might be other indicators for that feeling you`ve described. best wishes IP: Logged |
fractaling
Newflake Posts: 5
From: Iowa
Registered: Nov 2016
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posted December 07, 2016 11:43 PM
Alright, cool. Here it is. I find it very very intense and highly combustible. It would be wonderful to get another opinion. Synastry:  Composite:  IP: Logged |
athenaia
Knowflake Posts: 885
From: USA
Registered: May 2015
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posted December 08, 2016 12:06 AM
Hmmm... I wonder how much of this distrust is stemming from the fact your Sun/Mercury is opposite his Sun/Mercury? Sounds like it could make for a lot of miscommunication around core identity and run of the mill "facts" - but with Moon/Moon, Moon/Pluto and Sun/Neptune, there is still an otherworldly spirituality you both share when you rise above the petty physical world. Maybe the mistrust also comes from the heavy Uranus in the synastry? It looks like his Uranus is in closer orb to your Sun than his Neptune, not to mention your Uranus is opposite his Venus/Mars/Jupiter stellium in the proud and haughty Leo. Might be a blow to his ego that he finds you so seemingly "cold" and elusive (Capricorn with Uranian energy) to the point where he doubts your affections? IP: Logged |
girlwiththerainysoul
Knowflake Posts: 639
From: CH
Registered: Jul 2016
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posted December 08, 2016 02:27 AM
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fractaling
Newflake Posts: 5
From: Iowa
Registered: Nov 2016
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posted December 08, 2016 09:59 AM
Oh my God, thank you for this so much. I am breathing a sigh of relief. It's so difficult not to think fatalistically with astrological charts. You put the relationship dynamic so beautifully! IP: Logged |
girlwiththerainysoul
Knowflake Posts: 639
From: CH
Registered: Jul 2016
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posted December 08, 2016 12:48 PM
you're very welcome may the best work out for you 
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