posted January 02, 2017 07:00 PM            

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Person 1 (the relationship felt extremely karmatic and became high abusive)
My Virgo Mars trine 1's Capricorn Saturn (less 1 degree orb)
My Sagittarius Saturn trine 1's Aries Mars (less 1 degree orb)
My Leo Karma trine 1's Aries Mars (less 1 degree orb)
My Virgo Mars opposite 1's Pisces Karma (less 1 degree orb)

Person 2: (one of my ex)
2's Virgo South Node conjunct my Virgo Mars (less 1 degree orb)

Person 3: (someone I had a long-term crush on, like for years)
3's Libra Mars conjunct my Libra Sorth Node (less 1 degree orb)

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Did a little research, in terms of South Node and Mars connection, and here what it says:

This karmic link indicates the two of you may have been sexual partners in a past life. Alternatively, you may have been competitors or partners in battle. The South Node person likely expended a lot of energy to further the goals of the Mars person. The Mars person may have been violent with, or at least, mistreated the South Node person, so residual anger may exist between the two. Now, the South Node person has returned for “payback.” The Node person may drain the energy of, and act as a restrictive influence on the Mars person. The Mars person may feel the Node person impedes upon the Mars person’s actions. Nevertheless, the South Node person is irresistibly attracted to the Mars person, and the Mars person readily gives the South Node personal sexual pleasure. Mars also supports the Node person’s actions and strives to further their goals.