posted February 01, 2017 09:09 AM
Hello dear Todd!
Thank you for your insight, & wow your level of knowledge is amazing!! Indeed it is a love affair,sort of. All very true, I enjoy talking with him so much, and his humor.... infact I tend to over do it with him. Well the chart speaks for itself I suppose!! Lovely news, haha:P It drives us both crazy into wanting to get together lol
That's quite funny that you say school/work because I have a vision of him from the past .We live in same town I'm not sure if it was a dream, or if it was in reality.
In this memory, He was in my schools play yard and he was with his friends and his girlfriend, he hugged his lady very romantically and I was standing in my usual place and saw this moment. as a teen girl i thought it was very sweet and lovely to like someone so much, just admired it only.
I remember this even If it doesn't make any sense, i don't even know if it truly happened but why my mind would make this up.
By the way This midpoint also includes Juno. Sorry for not posting earlier this comp instead. I suppose that adds something in those personal endeavors we talk about?
there is no other connection with work/school right now.
I'm unemployed and have some problems with my health lately and it holds me back from meeting with him. I'm awaiting to get all this sorted out soon, as I have support now to do it but a lot of obstacles. But I'm very determined to get this fixed for good. With patience. I hope to free up myself of it. and stand on my feet again.
I'm speculating this could be the draining factor, hmmm understandably that could be probably cause that's the kind of energy it goes toward. When No action happens, it does get weakened indeed!! I guess it may wear off till I'm more ready to let him show up in person?