posted March 26, 2017 12:12 PM            

You're never going to know the real him, whenever you think you're about to he's just going to slip like water through your fingers just as he has this whole time already. Your Moon is tightly conjunct his Neptune, so you're living in a fantasy world and projecting all of this horrible pain onto him when in fact he's been married with a family all these years, is fully aware of her line of work, and will probably never leave her even if the money stops flowing in. People don't realize how ruthlessly faithful an Aqua Moon is even under the STUPIDEST of circumstances, and even if a better match is supposedly out there waiting in the wings. He will sample, but he won't leave.

I don't know if you guys could ever respect each other with Saturn opposite Saturn and Jupiter square Jupiter. There's inherently different values on a core level that will make itself present time and time again.

It's obvious he's your dream guy with his Sun sitting pretty right on your DSC.

As a Taurus Sun/Mercury, Aries Venus, and Aqua Moon I'm going to tell you right now he's never going to leave her. He's a Cancer NN so you just messed with what he considers his highest alignment of purpose - family.

posted March 26, 2017 02:24 PM            

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40% overall synastry potential(negative synergy). Get a clue from what's already happened. You should disconnect.

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posted March 26, 2017 03:14 PM            

I was meant to happen as a catalyst for him and his lifestyle. Is was a very karmic experience and me doing what I did helped me finish off that karma.

posted March 26, 2017 03:53 PM            

Now the reason you've suddenly lashed out with so much poisonous intent is actually because there's a Jupiter/Pluto square in the sky right now. Pluto is all about revenge (as you know as a Scorpio Moon) and in Capricorn it can do with finances (where you hoped to traumatize her). Then Jupiter in Libra is all about objectivity, justice, fairness, the law - the latter of which is already involved (the police) which could escalate on a higher level (the courts).

In your composite, there's that beautiful Sun/Venus/Jupiter cluster in serene Taurus, the sign of both of your Suns. You both felt at home with each other when it was good. However, it's also apart of a viciously tight t-square with Saturn and Mars, so this was never going to be a harmonious union and cruelty between both of you was bound to pop up sooner or later. The Moon is also inconjunct to that Taurus cluster so there is zero emotional security going on.

posted March 26, 2017 04:10 PM            

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This whole episode was about me letting go and telling her closest friends and family help with the process.

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I don't think the charts you posted can tell what he's feeling now but it would be reasonable to assume he doesn't appreciate the stress your brought into his life. His transits and progressions could shed some light on that. Or maybe go ask for a non-astrological reading on the matter in Personal Readings? If you really want to know what may be in the next episode, you should probably check transits to your Davison and progress it. If you're at least familiar with this type of chart.

posted March 26, 2017 04:51 PM            

athenaia, how do you know he is someone who enjoys affairs? is it in his chart? I did think that this was the case with him. Because he is married to a sex worker, he wants to know what its like to be with someone who is not one. And then when it got to much for him, I think he told his wife to call me from his phone and scare me! Pfft, they dont know about my Scorpio Moon! Now they are the ones scared of me. I think he learned his lesson, and from now on will just have to pay for it like the rest of them.

"Jupiter/Pluto square in the sky right now" that all makes sense right now!

posted March 26, 2017 05:00 PM            

I bet I've halved her income by half already as she cant use her real photos and potential clients dont like this as its bad for business. They dropped $650k on their 5 house last year, they wanna pay off that mortgage quickly because at 60 y/o she's be running out out steam, in the looks department.

"Or maybe go ask for a non-astrological reading on the matter in Personal Readings?" Funny, I did that, she said that him and I will be together in a relationship and that he wants to marry me!

I dont believe it for a second! And she is meant to be an excellent reader with a high return rate of customers as she is spot on with her readings. Pfft!

What kind of man can you be, to leave your first wife to marry another who knows nothing but how to have sex for men to make a living? Theres something so wrong there.

posted March 26, 2017 05:28 PM            

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I'm not anti-prostitute but it does sound like a mess to me.

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I dont believe it for a second!

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posted March 27, 2017 02:38 PM            

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[QUOTE]Originally posted by comdoc:
[b]40% overall synastry potential(negative synergy). Get a clue from what's already happened. You should disconnect.

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posted March 28, 2017 12:29 PM            

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Whats a "scalar energy level scan" and where do I get one from?

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posted March 28, 2017 11:25 PM            

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Ooooh, sounds interesting. Can you post a link to your book please?

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posted April 01, 2017 06:14 PM            

i'm not concerned with the venus retrograde transit rather I will describe the composite aspects that are likely contributing to this faux pas

the composite shows a venus/sun/Jupiter conjunction square to the north node. this describes that immediate and intense affection that existed between you. this shows why you were so enamored wit him and why you felt so close to him so quickly as the node can bring a sense of karma or feelings of destiny to a relationship.
wit hjupiter part of the conjuction you felt this could be a serious relationship .
the moon/sun midpoint is opposed to Lilith. this also shows the deep feelings of emotional familiarity in the relationship.
the mars/Uranus midpoint is conjunct to lilt and opposed to the moon/sun midpoint. this shows that he never had intentions of anything more that a affair with you. as Lilith is square the ascendant, it would seem his stance would be apparent from the beginning that is a affair. the Saturn/moon midpoint is also square to Lilith which brings expectations of a serious long term relationship but this is a odds with the Uranus/mars midpoint showing he was never going to become serious with you
the Saturn/Neptune midpoint is also square the node and opposed to the sun and venus. this midpoint is associate with deception, so in the beginning I assume he was acting as if this affair could turn into a serious relationship.

the affair seems to have turned into a major mess, but you must be cautious s the attractive energies in this com[posite are about to get very strong again.
the north node will transit thru the venus/sun/node square in may and june.
and there ispossibility of some deception at the beginin of may.

posted April 02, 2017 12:17 AM            

Do you see ANY positive aspects? Does he or did he have any positive feelings towards me?

He alsways told me, he would never leave his wife, but he treated me like he loved me, not like I was just a shag, he developed feelings for me, which he wasnt expecting, so had to back off.

"but you must be cautious s the attractive energies in this composite are about to get very strong again." How do you know this? What do you mean by strong??!

I know its not over, its so Karmic, I think Im supposed to change his life in some way.

I have a feeling that their marriage, its the beginning of the end.

I dont trust him if he came back to my life, I think he will just try and hurt me on purpose.

His wife hasnt been home since, I posted some of his text messages to me on FB where she can read them, so his lies are coming out and I dont think she likes it one bit, Ive screwed him so bad.

posted April 03, 2017 05:52 AM            

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I'm sorry, but you seem very mentally unstable, perhaps his wife and him should take out a restraining order on you. Let these people be.

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