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LF DX
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posted October 19, 2017 02:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LF DX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
This is an old story, but the feeling is still lingering, even after all these years

I've met this woman like eight or nine years ago at my high school, she is one year younger than me... and after a meeting in a cinema, As I looked in her eyes, I felt the most intense feeling that I ever felt for a woman, still unsurpassed. I felt that she was the one, with no regard for knowing her, how she was, what she likes and all of it, it was instantaneous. The only thing was that I was so young, and back in the day I was a very reclusive guy, and at that moment, I have developed very little emotional control, And that woman was the first to unblock what I had inside, in a very overwhelming way that hasn't been repeated since. I was almost an animal, with no control whatsoever of what I felt, I even throw up after I gave her a call, and a few times I was very close to puke on her, and at the end I ended up almost stalking her, and made her ran, I cried a lot, and that was the last time I ever cried. Even after sending her a horrible letter, expressing my feelings, I still tried to chase her, but it ended badly as I did a very stupid thing of scamming her and her class accidentally in a competition of our school that really ****** her off and made me leave my senior year in a bad emotional state, it was my very first great mistake that I did to someone. that was in 2009.

Still after all those years, every time I see her I can barely control the feelings I have for her, I simply put a distance as to this day because I still feel she's the one and only, even if I grew up, had my experiences(good and bad), and lived my life... Had to see her every once in a while as we have friends in common and more or less we meet at student rallies and all of that stuff.

She's the most beautful woman I've ever met, she was my first big love, and the most intense, whose impact, short, fictional but unique still manages to shake my soul, albeit not as it was back in the day. I know that probably we will never be more than two acquaintances that meet occasionally, but god, I wish that we could be together somehow... maybe in some other life.

The Synastry

The Composite

The Prog comp which is quite good

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angel4845
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posted October 19, 2017 02:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for angel4845     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
wow thats intense! i wish i could see the charts though

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posted October 19, 2017 02:55 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LF DX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Now I edited the charts so they can be seen now. I know now how to do it

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posted October 19, 2017 03:59 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Orange     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
oh , you have a double Pluto- Moon and at a tight orb...this adds a great deal to the immense attraction you feel on a soulful level

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posted October 19, 2017 06:03 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LF DX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
And the sun-venus-NN in composite, that's quite rare I guess...

It would be interesting to hear todd and others about this.

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posted October 19, 2017 10:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for angel4845     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Oh boy her moon opposite your sun/Pluto/mars in the 8th,.....wow! Not only that, her moon is also forming a T square since you got sun/pluto/mars square moon in aqua. I actually was very deep in love and drawn to the sun/Pluto person before as I was the moon. My moon in Aries opposite his sun/Pluto conjunction in libra. The dynamic is very powerful and I know it cause I’ve been there. Going to see what else is going on in the charts you know you should try plugging in her name asteroid and see where it is in your chart. I would not be surprised if it’s aspecting a strong planet or angle or asteroid.

Her VENUS on your ascendant makes a lot of sense how you felt such a huge impact by her beauty, charm and grace. Especially in Pisces!! Very neptunium quality like she’s this beautiful creature from another dimension to be beautiful to be on earth kind of way. Feels very dreamy.

I also think geometry is so important when it comes to synastry of attraction often find when someone completes a grand cross or t square etc with there person planet, it can feel so exciting and electrifying!!!!

Anyways I’m assuming just by looking at the condition of your sun and moon that there is tension between yourself and your parents and/or family? Or possibly they are not together anymore? Is any of that correct?
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posted October 19, 2017 10:56 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LF DX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by angel4845:

Anyways I’m assuming just by looking at the condition of your sun and moon that there is tension between yourself and your parents and/or family? Or possibly they are not together anymore? Is any of that correct?


A lifetime tension, specially with my mother, can't really have a proper relationship with her and for most of my lifetime, it was the reason I didn't have proper relationships with women. And yes, My parents got separated, my dad cheated with a woman 2 years younger than I and was a controlling **** during my childhood, took me some years to overcome a part of my childhood traumas.

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posted October 20, 2017 12:45 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LF DX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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angel4845
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posted October 20, 2017 06:37 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for angel4845     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by LF DX:
A lifetime tension, specially with my mother, can't really have a proper relationship with her and for most of my lifetime, it was the reason I didn't have proper relationships with women. And yes, My parents got separated, my dad cheated with a woman 2 years younger than I and was a controlling **** during my childhood, took me some years to overcome a part of my childhood traumas.

I completely understand!! i have lots of tough placements in my natal chart as well, i had a very abusive father so believe me been there. Is your First Love birth time accurate?

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posted October 21, 2017 12:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LF DX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Not so sure really, but the way the way she is is a toned-down aqua, and quite soft in some ways, so I think she's quite a Pisces Asc, so let's take it as accurate.

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posted October 23, 2017 05:05 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LF DX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Randall
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posted October 31, 2017 01:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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posted November 03, 2017 07:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LF DX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Bump for @todd to see this

I've crossed paths with her again yesterdaym I'm still amazed of the way she literally moves me completely, it's like I have like a spiritual earthquake each time I see her, it's powerful, and in some kind of way, in a astrological way she must feel something, but that's just my thoughts...

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posted November 12, 2017 06:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Bump for todd!

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posted November 17, 2017 08:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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posted November 24, 2017 02:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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posted November 24, 2017 02:59 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ariesdragon     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
It seems like you want to make her your wife but do you think she will forgive you for scamming her? Does she talk to you? Just curious

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posted November 26, 2017 01:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LF DX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
With due honesty, I don't know if she ever forgave me, even if that was many years ago.

We cross paths every once in a while, and we keep it cordial, but I really haven't recovered from that mistake, even if it was a stupid teenage mistake, I hated myself deeply for that, and it took me a long time to accept what happened.

And yeah, from the depths of my heart, I'd love to have her as my wife, but, that ain't gonna happen. It's just an eternal flame that keeps on burning.

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posted November 29, 2017 04:16 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ariesdragon     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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posted December 07, 2017 05:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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posted December 08, 2017 10:39 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for erickaf     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I really wish I can read this chart as I love synastry but I can't because of all those asteroids hurting my eye balls ! Lol. Sorry I am old.

You don't need to study asteroids in synastry until AFTER you you understand what is going on with each others personal planets, etc...

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posted December 10, 2017 06:46 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for arcturus90     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by erickaf:
I really wish I can read this chart as I love synastry but I can't because of all those asteroids hurting my eye balls ! Lol. Sorry I am old.

You don't need to study asteroids in synastry until AFTER you you understand what is going on with each others personal planets, etc...


same for me... And you should have made those charts on astrotheme, they're more practical, even if I use astrodiesnt for asteroids

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posted December 10, 2017 09:45 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LF DX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Well, Here are the charts from astrotheme, the synastry and composite.

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posted December 16, 2017 06:56 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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