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Topic: Synastry between me and a "partner".. would like your opinion~
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osarobyn Newflake Posts: 4 From: Portland, OR USA Registered: Aug 2018
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posted August 14, 2018 12:36 PM
So I met someone a while ago and when we met i felt like my inner child was reborn/vise versa. We really hit it off. Unfortunately, there's a lot of tension and having to walk fine lines around each other in an attempt to understand each other's boundaries & present ourselves properly. Um, I remember immediately identifying him as my perfect Mirror, and I think I've learned a lot more about myself and what to do with my life from simply knowing he exists, since we really only talk once a week at best (which is amazing considering it began with once a month). He's the Capricorn, I'm the Aries. I just feel a lot of weird frustration and overwhelming familiarity with him, and we have some interesting aspects I'd like your interpretations or input on. We have Merc/Venus trine double whammy, and My NN &SN Sq his Sun His NN&SN Sq my Venus His NN Conj my Juno Also his Chiron Conj my IC & Fortuna (I also found out his Chiron conj my dad's Moon and my mom's sun). Heres a pic. Me: April/11/1996 Dallas TX 6:28 AM Him: Jan 05 1989 Mission Viejo CA 8:45 AM & Here's our composite with the transits being from the day we met.
He kinda drives me crazy. Because I've really had to learn patience and trust in the Universe, as well as be okay with him talking to me at his schedule since he's always busy. He's started making more time for me which is great, and we even talked every day for a week which was revolutionary despite us being in different states at this point in time due to our lives. He's asked me to marry him/have children and brings it up a bit, which I found interesting since he's a Cap sun/Sag moon and Aqua rising- he told me the day he met how intensely he wanted to be with me and asked me to be his partner around our third date. Anyway, I'm just ... I see the Chiron/Lilith conj in our composite in the sixth house and I can already feel that playing out as we walk on thin ice not in an attempt of angering each other but embarrassing ourselves. I know our Cappy energy gets really activated as we try to fight the urge to have a facade & come off as "put together" despite both of us knowing each other that we are both kids in adult bodies.
What's the most interesting to me is I have Visions about him, and they seem like past lives. He even references/quotes the visions I have despite me never telling him about it. Thoughts? IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 100146 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 15, 2018 03:47 PM
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osarobyn Newflake Posts: 4 From: Portland, OR USA Registered: Aug 2018
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posted August 16, 2018 11:49 PM
Thank you....IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 100146 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 22, 2018 06:53 PM
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hikoro Knowflake Posts: 1289 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 22, 2018 08:00 PM
can’t see the charts.IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 100146 From: From a galaxy, far, far away... Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 30, 2018 02:47 PM
Expired. Re-post the charts.IP: Logged |
osarobyn Newflake Posts: 4 From: Portland, OR USA Registered: Aug 2018
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posted August 31, 2018 12:05 AM
This has been updated. We stopped talking on Lion's gate, at the end of the day (Aug 8 2018).. I lost my phone a few days ago and lost internet untli today, so I have no clue if he even tried to contact/reply to me.It's WEIRD. I feel like I know him a thousand lives and a thousand lives ahead, that I know how we will turn out.. but I can't surrender now. My feelings are so all over the place for him, there are a lot of capricorn conj between us so I'm sure that's why my emotions feel like I need to bottle them up/ignore them, and that I feel like I want to both run away and never speak to him again but have him close to me at the same time. All our love asteroids hit beautifully, btu all of his are in the seventh house retrograde too. I don't know why I am so enamored, inspired, and frustrated with us. He will speak to me for three minutes and I will write three songs, paint many paintings, and just want to create art and melt into the sky with total bliss. I feel like I could love him anyway he wants, even if that means we only speak once year.. the love I have for him is so unconditional, maybe it jutst means I am happy with my Self too IP: Logged | |