posted December 26, 2018 08:11 AM            

I know mars will transit in Aries January 2019 maybe it will make some changes.
But really i feel like all of my previous connections and relations are needed to be cut to make me start fresh again.
Am I right?

I feel like I was not very assertive and confident and people were using this. WHat do you think?
I feel like i wasted my youth and now before 30 i am becoming stronger. Why???

I dont wanna get marries- dont have anyone, i need to date untill 35 or maybe 37 and then marriage and child.

People my age are already engaged and etc. I dont want.

posted December 26, 2018 09:46 AM            

Saturn is further into Capricorn now but Chiron is moving forwards from 28 Pisces and it will be conjunct your Sun and Mercury again this year, and also square your Jupiter.

My advice to people is always to not run *away* from something, but to run *to* something. You can know that change is imminent or that things are tough in a certain area of your life where you feel lost, weak, vulnerable and unsupported but the only really way to work with that is to look within. Your outer life changing will make no difference to the inner experience, but you will make poorer choices if you change your life on the basis of these kinds of experiences.

My advice, learn from your childhood wounds, with natal Chiron the 12th there are probably hurts that you glossed over and never allowed yourself to acknowledge or feel when you were a child. Meditation and some reflective time will be helpful this year.

Chiron transits can be very difficult, what I've learned is that being there for *others* is what helps the most. If you get too lost in your own emotional journey it won't help, but if you reach out to those who need you, it will feel like your life experience has immense value. ♥

It may be worth finding other early Aries folk who are going through the same Chiron to their Sun transit, as you may understand one another very well.

posted December 26, 2018 10:17 AM            

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Originally posted by Hikaru29:
That NN in 7th is probably why you struggle between being single and being in a partnership. Plus your Dsc in Aqua and your Uranus aspects make you seek a very Uranian person.

If you can find such a person I'm sure you will enjoy a partnership with much independence.

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posted December 26, 2018 10:22 AM            

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Originally posted by waxlobster:
Last year was a difficult year those with planets early cardinal. Saturn from Capricorn and Chiron from Aries made life very difficult, bringing up all the vulnerabilities, fears and limitations that have been underlying.

Saturn is further into Capricorn now but Chiron is moving forwards from 28 Pisces and it will be conjunct your Sun and Mercury again this year, and also square your Jupiter.

My advice to people is always to not run *away* from something, but to run *to* something. You can know that change is imminent or that things are tough in a certain area of your life where you feel lost, weak, vulnerable and unsupported but the only really way to work with that is to look within. Your outer life changing will make no difference to the inner experience, but you will make poorer choices if you change your life on the basis of these kinds of experiences.

My advice, learn from your childhood wounds, with natal Chiron the 12th there are probably hurts that you glossed over and never allowed yourself to acknowledge or feel when you were a child. Meditation and some reflective time will be helpful this year.

Chiron transits can be very difficult, what I've learned is that being there for *others* is what helps the most. If you get too lost in your own emotional journey it won't help, but if you reach out to those who need you, it will feel like your life experience has immense value. ♥

It may be worth finding other early Aries folk who are going through the same Chiron to their Sun transit, as you may understand one another very well.

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posted December 26, 2018 12:26 PM            

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Originally posted by myapie:
What does it mean „uranian person”? Should i seek for someone like leo or virgo or gemini?

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Perhaps someone as free-spirited as you?
Someone who's ok to give you the freedom and independence you seek in a partnership.

posted December 26, 2018 06:15 PM            

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Originally posted by Hikaru29:
Perhaps someone as free-spirited as you?
Someone who's ok to give you the freedom and independence you seek in a partnership.

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the problem of me writing this is also connected with 'past lovers' men. maybe its written in my chart somewhere but i think some men in my life i think from the late teenager years until i was 25 thought i was disorganised, too loud and weird.

for me it was not a true because whenever i was abroad among people my age or older i had many crushes and men attracted to me.

whenever i was coming back to poland to my city from holidays or abroad to school, among friends it was all the same:

men , even 'school bad boys' had usually girls who were conservative, submissive ( in appearance).

whats more.
i was alwasy a colorful bird and it was something that MEN DIDNT LIKE.
I KNOW THAT now you can say- so change the environment, change the city, change friends.

no, when i was younger it was too difficult for me. i only learnt this when 20 something i guess 24.

i started going abroad by myself for exchanges or to work in profession- people were doing this all the time- i have never been let down by men abroad.

here men only friendzoned me in a very harsh way indicating that i was ONLY a FRIEND in a group ( treating like men in a company) and even asking when i will lose some weight to have a boyfriend.

i dont know why but now when im almost 30. i think that POLISH men are very harsh and conservative in mind. even thought they can act like bad boys themselves , women need to be conservative and submissive.

as an Aries myself, i started ONLY operating with my capricorn moon when i was 25 . i dont know why it happened.

i met some Virgo guy that i described here. even thought we have been together he left me . he said someday " be the best ' and went away.
then, when i was becoming more popular and started to meet new important people- he wanted to come back. he was begging me.

still until now he observes me and even checks on me when i am TOO LONG OFFLINE on social media. when i cut my hair very short he started liking my pics and being MORE ACTIVE

he made me think that life is only a competition and i needed to be the best to get , catch him' because he was so popular to leave me anytime he wants.

so i started ignoring him and it worked because i know that for attention -****** only ignoring works.

but maybe he was right then in 2015 , i think that he saw my faults and wanted me to be the best and were observing me.
i wonder why only decided to sleep with me even tough he didnt want anything.

i thought that it was going to be something good.
i saw he was surrounded by many many girlfriends so when he left me i left him even more. because i didnt want to be perceived as 'one of those'.

i dont know why men start to be more interested if they see women ignore them.
and of course when women get in shape and look better.

he has venus in libra so maybe thats why.

but i really wish that it would stop in 2019 because i hated being in limbo or anything.

posted December 27, 2018 03:56 AM            

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Originally posted by myapie:
the problem of me writing this is also connected with 'past lovers' men. maybe its written in my chart somewhere but i think some men in my life i think from the late teenager years until i was 25 thought i was disorganised, too loud and weird.

for me it was not a true because whenever i was abroad among people my age or older i had many crushes and men attracted to me.

whenever i was coming back to poland to my city from holidays or abroad to school, among friends it was all the same:

men , even 'school bad boys' had usually girls who were conservative, submissive ( in appearance).

whats more.
i was alwasy a colorful bird and it was something that MEN DIDNT LIKE.
I KNOW THAT now you can say- so change the environment, change the city, change friends.

no, when i was younger it was too difficult for me. i only learnt this when 20 something i guess 24.

i started going abroad by myself for exchanges or to work in profession- people were doing this all the time- i have never been let down by men abroad.

here men only friendzoned me in a very harsh way indicating that i was ONLY a FRIEND in a group ( treating like men in a company) and even asking when i will lose some weight to have a boyfriend.

i dont know why but now when im almost 30. i think that POLISH men are very harsh and conservative in mind. even thought they can act like bad boys themselves , women need to be conservative and submissive.

as an Aries myself, i started ONLY operating with my capricorn moon when i was 25 . i dont know why it happened.

i met some Virgo guy that i described here. even thought we have been together he left me . he said someday " be the best ' and went away.
then, when i was becoming more popular and started to meet new important people- he wanted to come back. he was begging me.

still until now he observes me and even checks on me when i am TOO LONG OFFLINE on social media. when i cut my hair very short he started liking my pics and being MORE ACTIVE

he made me think that life is only a competition and i needed to be the best to get , catch him' because he was so popular to leave me anytime he wants.

so i started ignoring him and it worked because i know that for attention -****** only ignoring works.

but maybe he was right then in 2015 , i think that he saw my faults and wanted me to be the best and were observing me.
i wonder why only decided to sleep with me even tough he didnt want anything.

i thought that it was going to be something good.
i saw he was surrounded by many many girlfriends so when he left me i left him even more. because i didnt want to be perceived as 'one of those'.

i dont know why men start to be more interested if they see women ignore them.
and of course when women get in shape and look better.

he has venus in libra so maybe thats why.

but i really wish that it would stop in 2019 because i hated being in limbo or anything.

or maybe those years have been to teach me something.

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I don't know much about Polish men but what you described are quite common with a lot of men. Naturally when people enter a relationship they want to feel stable and secure. Perhaps they have a hard time understanding you due in part to your Moon-Saturn?

I agree with what you're doing with the Virgo guy. Don't be one of his gals. Virgos can be surprisingly quite a flirt.

posted December 27, 2018 06:41 PM            

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Originally posted by Hikaru29:
I don't know much about Polish men but what you described are quite common with a lot of men. Naturally when people enter a relationship they want to feel stable and secure. Perhaps they have a hard time understanding you due in part to your Moon-Saturn?

I agree with what you're doing with the Virgo guy. Don't be one of his gals. Virgos can be surprisingly quite a flirt.

I'm seeing a Virgo guy now and he's also very flirtatious, and I don't know whether to blame it on his Libra Moon or Leo Venus.

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He has moon in capricorn like me but venus in libra .
But anyway i dont wanna be one of his- girls.

what do you think about some transits that occured in the last 5 years or 3 maybe.
i had a tendency to attract women who mothered me ( i had problems with my mother, in a way that she was/still is possesibe and alpha female at home. before i couldnt had an opinion and if i thought i could i felt weird like a victim to make her feel bad because of my other opinion. im 28 and still struggle with it.). i felt like in the last couple of 3-5 years my problems at home, me feeling very dependable indicated my relationships with my female friends. females that have been usually alpha bad girl females who after some time started to being jealous of me ( looks, men, attraction, goals at university).

and i was growing in a very toxic ways in those relationships but it made me build a mask that i still have . a mask of a serious woman that people can be afraid of.

posted December 28, 2018 04:39 AM            

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Originally posted by myapie:
He has moon in capricorn like me but venus in libra .
But anyway i dont wanna be one of his- girls.

what do you think about some transits that occured in the last 5 years or 3 maybe.
i had a tendency to attract women who mothered me ( i had problems with my mother, in a way that she was/still is possesibe and alpha female at home. before i couldnt had an opinion and if i thought i could i felt weird like a victim to make her feel bad because of my other opinion. im 28 and still struggle with it.). i felt like in the last couple of 3-5 years my problems at home, me feeling very dependable indicated my relationships with my female friends. females that have been usually alpha bad girl females who after some time started to being jealous of me ( looks, men, attraction, goals at university).

and i was growing in a very toxic ways in those relationships but it made me build a mask that i still have . a mask of a serious woman that people can be afraid of.

is it somewhere written in transits? this period of time. because id like to really know it better.

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Sorry, I'm not very good with transits. Also trying to study them myself.

posted December 28, 2018 12:02 PM            

Chiron has entered Aries this year, but is now in retrograde which can make people more outwardly aggressive about their wound.

Your south node has recently crossed your descendant (" the transiting South Node on the 7th house cusp shows that others may tend to be somewhat like extra weight to carry, requiring the individual to take on added responsibilities or burdens. This transit occasionally times a health problem or unfortunate circumstances surrounding the marriage partner or an intimate. Due to stressful conditions, partners may become moody or difficult to deal with. Because the individual with this aspect is anxious to move forward on his/her personal interests and projects, any conflicting demands are more taxing than usual.")

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Originally posted by myapie:
He has moon in capricorn like me but venus in libra .
But anyway i dont wanna be one of his- girls.

what do you think about some transits that occured in the last 5 years or 3 maybe.
i had a tendency to attract women who mothered me ( i had problems with my mother, in a way that she was/still is possesibe and alpha female at home. before i couldnt had an opinion and if i thought i could i felt weird like a victim to make her feel bad because of my other opinion. im 28 and still struggle with it.). i felt like in the last couple of 3-5 years my problems at home, me feeling very dependable indicated my relationships with my female friends. females that have been usually alpha bad girl females who after some time started to being jealous of me ( looks, men, attraction, goals at university).

and i was growing in a very toxic ways in those relationships but it made me build a mask that i still have . a mask of a serious woman that people can be afraid of.

is it somewhere written in transits? this period of time. because id like to really know it better.

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Perhaps that's uranus sextiling your Ceres?

Your natal Ceres is also square your natal sun which can indicate that you subconsciously expect others (in your case it makes sense those others are your friends because Ceres is in your 11th house of friendships) to nurture you or/and you reject the nurturing you need. Perhaps the square makes you also attract the wrong type of people that nurture you.

posted December 28, 2018 12:08 PM            

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Originally posted by myapie:

for me it was not a true because whenever i was abroad among people my age or older i had many crushes and men attracted to me.

whenever i was coming back to poland to my city from holidays or abroad to school, among friends it was all the same:

men , even 'school bad boys' had usually girls who were conservative, submissive ( in appearance).

whats more.
i was alwasy a colorful bird and it was something that MEN DIDNT LIKE.
I KNOW THAT now you can say- so change the environment, change the city, change friends.

ave never been let down by men abroad.
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I know Poland is more conservative, but I also wonder where you went abroad and did it change the house your north node is in?

posted December 30, 2018 03:35 PM            

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Originally posted by astri:
I know Poland is more conservative, but I also wonder where you went abroad and did it change the house your north node is in?

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posted December 30, 2018 03:46 PM            

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Originally posted by astri:
I think neptune in pisces can make you less assertive. Neptune has been in pisces since 2011, so that's 7 years ago.

Chiron has entered Aries this year, but is now in retrograde which can make people more outwardly aggressive about their wound.

Your south node has recently crossed your descendant (" the transiting South Node on the 7th house cusp shows that others may tend to be somewhat like extra weight to carry, requiring the individual to take on added responsibilities or burdens. This transit occasionally times a health problem or unfortunate circumstances surrounding the marriage partner or an intimate. Due to stressful conditions, partners may become moody or difficult to deal with. Because the individual with this aspect is anxious to move forward on his/her personal interests and projects, any conflicting demands are more taxing than usual.")

Perhaps that's uranus sextiling your Ceres?

Your natal Ceres is also square your natal sun which can indicate that you subconsciously expect others (in your case it makes sense those others are your friends because Ceres is in your 11th house of friendships) to nurture you or/and you reject the nurturing you need. Perhaps the square makes you also attract the wrong type of people that nurture you.

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