wow, such a positive one!I am not sure what this is, there is no reason for it, but I feel all antsy inside. Maybe because I KNOW I should stay home and put effort in my work instead, for the revision on monday, which I will have to work for hard tomorrow then.
Well I already worked on it, and know what I want to do, but have to do the finetuning, and preparing of papers, copies, noting the structure and send it to my boss.
But this concert tonight?
I have the feeling I will be sooo disappointed. It probably will be boring or at least not eventful.
I do not understand why I feel that electrified in advance. I mean Mr Sag is not even going to be there.
But I feel adrenalized. Why is that?
Does not make any sense at all?
Actually I feel like all my chakras are open and something is flowing through them unhindered. my chakras are never completely open. at least not all of them.
it is really strange.
But if you say so about the crush, well THEN it would make sense I guess. if I sort of pre-sense it.
But seriously, with all that hyper-emotion running through my circuit, I can only be disappointed in the end.
I try to tone it down and reason it away, but I donīt succeed. *sighs*