Okay so I met a guy. Initially I did not like him at all. On the contatry, he annoyed me immensely. I did not find him physically attractive nor did I like his personality.However, suddenly I found him insanely attractive. Like I feel aroused by looking at him. It is hard not to touch him. We had sex and it was the best sex ever. Although he still annoys me sometimes I find him the most sexy person on earth. I feel in love. Yet he is not and he dumped me for someone he just met.
Why am I so in love and he is not? The sex felt so special to me.
We have my planets and his planets
South node conjunct north node DW of course (exact)
Mars Square south node (exact)
Sun conjunct mars (exact)
Chiron square sun (exact)
Saturn trine mars (exact)
Venus trine neptune
Venus sextile pluto (orb 2- does this still counts)
Mars conjunct saturn
Pluto trine moon
Uranus trine sun
Venus square chiron
Moon trine uranus
Sun sextile uranus (again orb 2-does this still counts)
Venus trine lilith
Venus inconj venus but orb 1-so not exact does this count?
We also have opposing ascendants. I have sagittarius and he has gemini.
I do not know his exact birth time. He said 9 o'clock but this is not very exact. But using this birth time we also have my venus conjunct IC exact.
We also have each other's sun in the 5th house. But he has planets in my 7th house but I have not in his. Maybe this is why I am in love and he is not.
I am very hurt, because the physical aspect felt soooo special. So good, so meaningful. I do not want to lose this.
Why would I be so in love and he is not? His venus not making any aspects?