Hi Plutonian_Gal
I took some time to look up your chart. I hope you don't mind the comments.The first thing I did was look up your prenatal eclipses, solar in Sag, lunar in Gemini, an opposition.
This alone tells a lot about the conflicts you are having with others. It indicates that you really need to relate one-to-one with others in order to gain input from them for your own personal growth. it is something that requires humility, grace, diplomacy when expressing yourself. every single communication is important for you and in every one there is potential for learning and growth.
Learning about yourself and making yourself as complete as possible is more important than the abstract goals of humankind according to your eclipse pattern.
your chart shows great vision and leadership and an energy that draws others to you. It's important not to be influenced by others and at the same time, be true to your own belief system in a way that helps others follow their own paths of choice instead of your path.
Your North Node in 7H of one-on-one relationships supports this as well as your packed first quadrant, and 12th House of the unconscious, and your Aries moon. Plus other placements in your chart...chiron in 7th, asteroid karma in 11th virgo.
what can help...
writing may be good for you...when there is a conflict write it out instead of talk it out. it may be easier to express yourself through writing.
your passion and activity can be directed toward interacting with people of all different cultures and backgrounds. this will satisfy your need to be engaged in humanitarian efforts. You can do this very easily through a job instead of through personal life.
really utilize your aries moon to communicate courageously, and to keep communication flowing honestly at all times.
pay attention to your nervous system - that's the part that communicates within your body. If it is malfunctioning you are getting a clear warning to adjust how you communicate to outside of your body.
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also, you mentioned sun square to ascendant. i think the sun square to Saturn is more relevant for you, especially with how it is positioned.
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