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Originally posted by H20AC:
Has anybody ever experienced it?I have a list of the bdays of almost all the people that had an important impact in my life and I have noticed that I have never experienced any South Node aspect. I have never had a conjunction to their or my South Node.
Is it true that you will experience familiarity with someone who’s moon falls in your SN? What about the opposite?
I’m just curious
One of my most significant karmic soulmates and I have this aspect, his moon conjunct my SN.
There is a familiarity and a comfort. He always used to tell me I was the first person with whom he ever felt truly comfortable being himself. We genuinely loved/love each other (might be the sun/venus DW, too), and we always just go right back into conversation as though we'd never skipped a beat. I always feel very nurturing towards him and he always opens up with his deepest thoughts and emotions around me (and he's as closed off as they get).
What's interesting is that his north node was conjunct my moon, a little bit of an opposite energy there. It played out as such:
He became his best self around me--everyone noticed it: his mom, his family, his best friends. Everyone always commented how much his life improved. He became healthier, more relaxed, even gained a more put-together appearance, began meditating, all that stuff.
I, however, completely lost myself. I even became less attractive, in my opinion. I just lost my fire.
I think that's sometimes the energy that those NN/SN contacts carry. With NN contacts, you begin to getin touch with your true purpose. With SN contacts, you begin to fall back to your former self that doesn't serve your soul's evolution.
And that's ultimately what happened with us. We are not together anymore, and literally even just a week after the breakup, I felt an immense weight released off of me, and I once again began to feel like my true self.
His Saturn squared most of my personal planets so I think the eventual heaviness also came from that, but I do think the SN contact was a significant one in terms of me not ever reaching my potential when with him.