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T O P I C R E V I E WMetalAphroditeI think I'm pregnant. Too early to tell yet. I feel it is there.I feel stupid that I'm expecting to be without knowing. I want to embrace this. I think I will probably cry if I am not.That's okay. I will be fine either way.Sorry, just a vent.EllynlvxCongratulations!!!! Here was my Sabian:CAPRICORN 3THE HUMAN SOUL, IN ITS EAGERNESS FOR NEW EXPERIENCES, SEEKS EMBODIMENTYou may feel open and receptive to the messages of the world around you. This is a quiet time of inner contemplation and outer observance. Regardless of your more immediate, physical circumstances, there is an evolution of understanding going on. Unbounded enthusiasm is likely to be around. It may be useful to keep a diary or to write things down. Some extraordinary event is likely to be imminent.Inner motivation leading to expansion. Being "born again". Manifesting one's desires. Writing. Expressing one's self. Reincarnation.The Caution: Denying growth in favor of social responsibility. Obsessions with ideals or ideas. ------------------Love, EllynJo BCongrats if you are! Have you tested yet?23Gut reactions are usually right, you can pretty much get testes immediately by a doctor with a blood test or ultrasound (they do a date scan).Congrats by the way. MetalAphroditeI will probably arrange to go to a doctor in a couple of days. I feel bleh about the whole thing. Either way the tests turn out, I will be practicing celibacy for a few years so I can get my head screwed on right.Jo BWhy's that MetalAphrodite, if you don't mind me asking?MetalAphrodite quote:Originally posted by Jo B:Why's that MetalAphrodite, if you don't mind me asking?My now ex-thinking about coming back- bf decided to show me who's the boss on a forum we both go to then blocked me. We were previously a long distance relationship couple that finally met in person last month.We have a push and pull relationship. I'm wondering if I should just stay strong and end it or if I do let him back, to strictly work on speaking on the phone and stuff like that.I did stress him out a lot so I accept blame for my actions. I'm just wondering if it's really worth the trouble, you know?I get it that love's important. I don't doubt he loves me, but if I'm going to let it mess my life up(not pregnancy, just the energy it takes to maintain this relationship) then maybe I am best withdrawing completely for both our sanity's sakes.Jo BI take it he's the father, MA?MetalAphrodite quote:Originally posted by Jo B:I take it he's the father, MA?Yes, and we've kind of made up already again. It's messed up because we argue a lot because we're on opposite sides of the spectrum looking towards a common goal.I'm going through a lot of stress currently, so a lot of my anxiety attacks, I was taking it out on him unfairly. His way of dealing with anxiety usually involves stepping back and letting things settle. I think this, among other things, has really worn me down into a nub.
I feel stupid that I'm expecting to be without knowing. I want to embrace this. I think I will probably cry if I am not.
That's okay. I will be fine either way.
Sorry, just a vent.
Here was my Sabian:
CAPRICORN 3THE HUMAN SOUL, IN ITS EAGERNESS FOR NEW EXPERIENCES, SEEKS EMBODIMENT
You may feel open and receptive to the messages of the world around you. This is a quiet time of inner contemplation and outer observance. Regardless of your more immediate, physical circumstances, there is an evolution of understanding going on. Unbounded enthusiasm is likely to be around. It may be useful to keep a diary or to write things down. Some extraordinary event is likely to be imminent.
Inner motivation leading to expansion. Being "born again". Manifesting one's desires. Writing. Expressing one's self. Reincarnation.
The Caution: Denying growth in favor of social responsibility. Obsessions with ideals or ideas.
------------------Love,
Ellyn
Congrats by the way.
I feel bleh about the whole thing. Either way the tests turn out, I will be practicing celibacy for a few years so I can get my head screwed on right.
quote:Originally posted by Jo B:Why's that MetalAphrodite, if you don't mind me asking?
My now ex-thinking about coming back- bf decided to show me who's the boss on a forum we both go to then blocked me. We were previously a long distance relationship couple that finally met in person last month.
We have a push and pull relationship. I'm wondering if I should just stay strong and end it or if I do let him back, to strictly work on speaking on the phone and stuff like that.
I did stress him out a lot so I accept blame for my actions. I'm just wondering if it's really worth the trouble, you know?
I get it that love's important. I don't doubt he loves me, but if I'm going to let it mess my life up(not pregnancy, just the energy it takes to maintain this relationship) then maybe I am best withdrawing completely for both our sanity's sakes.
quote:Originally posted by Jo B:I take it he's the father, MA?
Yes, and we've kind of made up already again. It's messed up because we argue a lot because we're on opposite sides of the spectrum looking towards a common goal.
I'm going through a lot of stress currently, so a lot of my anxiety attacks, I was taking it out on him unfairly. His way of dealing with anxiety usually involves stepping back and letting things settle.
I think this, among other things, has really worn me down into a nub.
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