I was born 7-11 7:55AM. It was Full Moon. I have Sun in Cancer (Decan 2-sq pluto) and Moon in Capricorn (Decan 2-sq Pluto).I react very, very strongly to Full Moon's. It starts, usually, about a week prior. I can feel it going through my body like electrical currents! When it's in Taurus is when I feel such an immense joy and complete, serene power, it nearly makes me scared!
Aries I feel very strongly as well. My mars is in 1H conj Asc.
Now, when it enters Pisces and Scorpio (NOT Cancer-this is a time of feeling "neutral" for me) I could be classified as suicidal. The thoughts that go through my mind during these phases are darker than dark and it has only gotten worse with age. I can just barely control it anymore. This past summer, Full Moon is Scorpio, it was really ugly...
Why is it like this??