Hi guys,we've separated ten years ago because of circumstances which didn't allow us to be together, however, not only have I never forgot about him, but he has in all the time always inspired my creativity and my life purpose. Now he has moved to my hometown again, with his wife and kid . Of course I don't want to meddle with his family. Also with his being aqua/cap heavy, he will stick to what he has established and in no way show me possible emotions from his side. In fact, if he wants, he can appear exceptionally cold and detached. However, although our synastry/ composite may be difficult, I see and feel a heavy karmic load, at least from my side.
My question is: What do you see? Could he still have feelings for me? Will he share his feelings in the future? When will be the best time to reach out to him again? At them moment we even live in the same street and bump into each other frequently, however, he does not open up. I know he has a bad conscience, because once ago when we were intimate, there were other people involved.
His birth dates: 6.February, 1992, Darmstadt, Germany, 6.30
Mine: 2.May, 1981, Mannheim, Germany, 13.45
Thank you for your help, Jessi