Saturn could be viewed as a block OR a stabilizer with a good anchoring. Long-lasting ability.Eros-- among other meanings, is also about your Will to Live.
You "just" haven't attracted 'the right one' for you yet.
Doesn't matter what YOUR chart is, as much as the other person being a GOOD match to your own. Strengths and weaknesses.
I have something similar to yours?
Saturn-rx Scorpio 16.22 conjuncts my Part of Love 16.16.
Also my Osiris-rx 16.56.
Is TRINE Vesta Cancer 17.25 and my 8th House cusp 15.48.
And opposite to Venus Taurus 12.37 H5.
I've suffered intense betrayals.
Having a romantic heart, I've made horrible "blind" choices in partners, believing that they were honest with me, and trusted that they were not withholding dark secrets (Scorpio). In Love, I thought I saw the 'whole' of them-- judging that what I 'saw' on the outside was "true" and authentic of them on the inside. I basically viewed 'them' as another 'me'. I knew how *I* was, and gullibly naively assumed (without thinking or knowing) that *they* were the same as I was inside.
Blind and stupid? ..
Loyal... SO very very very Loyal.
A 'stand by your man' kind of 'all in'-- then found out *they* were not the same way.
I married people I had NO clue about-- I TRUSTED them.
They were NOT "like me."
Hid sooo much of the truth from me.
I attract Wealth.. and do so in-connection with partners. Thing is, they have ripped me off!!!, after "using" me.
I have great intuition about others lives. Seems like my 'antennae' is broken when it comes to MY OWN life's affairs.
I serve with a Complete Heart.
I deserve someone devoted and extremely Caring. Someone who treasures me, and allows me to BE me. Someone I can TRUST is True, and has my back in ALL things.
NO abuse.
Osiris.. gets his heart and limbs shredded and torn apart? THAT is what divorce felt like to me. It hurt so much, as though I had had my actual physical limbs torn out of me (for a while). Then, the hurt of rejection is like being maimed and harmed-- like when you get your earlobe pierced. The 'hole' is always there-- It heals AS a hole, and a forever-reminder?
You AND I need 'the Right person' to come to US.
Your Love Life is NOT doomed...
What are you looking for? Immediate gratification, or Long-term?
Prostitute with an empty COLD heart (various STD's).
Or the other whole and full-nutritional half of you?
Instead of being the pursuer, BE the pursued!
Pray LOTS OF PRAYERS around you-- a hedge.
Only those who are 'worthy' of you can cross the boundaryline.
Let THEM "prove" themselves.
AND! be willing to be subject to a criminal background check!!!!
Awww. My Heart is with yours.
ONLY 'The Best' coming through for us!!!
(music) All of Me (Billie Holiday) [3:02] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4P0hG3sD0-E