my dreams a few evenings ago were virtually flooded with the strangest sweetness. i was in an unfamiliar landscape...and feeling the stresses, worries and fears that i often feel in waking life. there was an older stern lady, who was doing chores of some sort, for whom i had sort of fear....but as she appeared in the foreground of my dream, a funky cool man appeared...
my little boy was with me in the dream as well. and the appearance of this very good humored hipster sort brought with it feelings of great affection and relief. he was dressed in hip jeans, and had a lyrical rhythm about his movement, a lyrical cadence in his voice, and very sparkling eyes. the details of his hair are still very vivid. it was dark curly hair, falling in shiny curls down his neck...in the front he had braided beads in his hair falling around his face, down to just below his jawline. on top of this cute 'do' he wore a hat...sophisticated kind of. all in all, it was a very cute/attractive/funky look, and he had a personality to match. i wanted to touch his curls, and i might have done so.
he came in with a very sweet demeanor, all his attention on me, flattering, humoring me, making me feel just so loved and cared for. it wasn't at all sexual, or seductive, or even flirty, almost....just very comforting, sweet, light-hearted....and protective. very gentle, attentive and uplifting. it was as though his presence raised a protective shield around me, keeping all the drearer, worrisome stuff at a distance. all the while the stern woman was in the background, unable to come closer.
a little later in the dream, another man appeared. this one was very different from the other....he was dressed very conservatively, blond, short haircut, with a much more serious disposition. but he began to treat me in the same manner as the first man. the same sweetness, gentle humor, kindness, protective behavior....as though nurturing and protecting my feelings and psyche from darker influences. there was just so much affection emanating from them both...genuine, sweet affection, that filled me up with happy, kind love
at first i thought the two would be rebuffed by each other, but they weren't, they were just with me, keeping my heart light and free, with their attentions and kindnesses. my son was laughing and having fun as well. and the stern woman stayed in the background.
there was more detail to the dream, but i don't remember much else about it. i awoke with the sweetest sensation, of being cared for and loved. and surrounded with this sweet shield of male regard. the feeling stayed with me all day.
and i still recall the dream with a feeling of deep comfort and transcendence.
were these angels visiting? why would this male energy appear in my consciousness in this way? i admit that i enjoyed it very much...with an innocence and delight; it wasn't evocative of seduction or expectations at all, although the male/female interaction was pronounced.
it was an unusual experience, and i remain entranced with it. from where does such energy and a sense of peace bestowed emanate?