I really like your chart, I see a lot of character and compassion here. Very high creative ability, and very passionate when you get into something.Your chart is heavily dosed with pisces, which can be rather difficult, depressing and disorienting. You have an extremely tight jupiter/saturn opposition, so saturn is squashing your happiness, but then again jupiter is making responsibilities more fun You may have problems with responsibilites in general.
Your poor venus is squahsed by pluto, making relatinoships and friendships so intense that they may often combust. " I get the feeling they them hate shy guys" This is your venus opposition pluto talking, you feel like women hate you, but it coudln't be farther from the truth. You can release some of the incredible anxiety you've built up about women by befriending them rather than fantasizing sexually to a rediculous degree about them.
You have some real nice angles to your mercury, which resides in pisces, you can express yourself very creatively and you think in a very offbeat manner. You could benefit others greatly by sharing your ideas more often.
You do have an internal reserve of strength, just look at your mars conjunction saturn in taurus, that is some rock steady stuff right there. You can tap that aspect by running or meditating on your root chakra.
Overall I'd say you are someone who gets down on themselves, and may seem spacy, but is really quite down to earth and a true romantic. Encounters with women DONT have to be as intense as you're making them out to be, you simply must see them as friends, and not venus, the ideal women, remember that they're just people. Good luck