Hi sd09!! Yes, perhaps I can help you with direction. You need to look to your transits for answers...do you know how to look up your transits on astro.com under the Extended Charts section?First and foremost, you have transiting Pluto in Sag soon to be exactly conjunct your natal Sun. Read through the Bob Marks explanation on this transit...it is a big one and is making a second pass over this point in your natal chart....there is also an interesting and unusual astrological day coming up around October 17th...I think there is an eclipse on that day and Sag 22 and all points aspecting this will be affected!!
Here are the links to help you read up on it!
First: Bob Marks Astrology on transits:
http://www.bobmarksastrologer.com/transitspluto18.1.htm
Second: Eros-Puto transit opposing Psyche
http://www.nrg.com.au/~d-falcon/Guide.htm
This is a start for you....the Pluto transit is a big one and you should be feeling changes internally as well as possibly making some external decisions and changes as well....Tr Saturn in your 7th house of relationships is also squaring your n. Uranus...take a look at Marks' Saturn transits as well...
Hang in there!! Hope this helps give you some ideas of what you are feeling!!
GemStar