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AppleLove | Hi Everyone, Lately I've been questioning my fears. Looking into why I fear a really close intimacy or being able to share my life with someone. I've been a loner most my life. I was wondering if anyone could give insight by looking at my chart why I would have such a strong fear of getting close to someone. |
teaologist | Wowie mowie. I was born 4/20 too! I am a loner too, but I have to look again... |
AppleLove | Tealogist glad to meet you What is your moon ? Do you have big fears of commitment or intimacy? |
teaologist | Initially, I thought that you have Moon square Saturn, which is what I have. Looks like you have Sun square Saturn, which I THINK creates the tendency to be excessively self-critical (?). In which case, it is inadequacy that may prevent you from getting close? (At least I know that is my problem. = \) |
AppleLove | Hmmmmm.... interesting. I haven't thought that I'm self critical but maybe I am. I wonder if most people have that feeling of inadequacy that you say..I know the American way ingrained (sp) in our culture is to make everyone feel that no matter what you will never be good enough. |
Peri | - Sun conjunct Chiron (you may suffer from low self-esteem) - Sun conjunct Chiron in the 8th (built-in limits in the area of deep intimacy) - Sun opposition Uranus (too independent) - Venus opposition Pluto (too intense) - Maybe IC in Cappy (to feel secure you need to be in control) - Mercury square Saturn (prone to negative thinking, depressions) more on Sun conjunct Chiron: http://www.astro.com/astrology/in_wounding_e.htm
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Shining Ray | Leave your birth date/time because your chart has expired. Shining Ray |
Tauro | Don't worry applelove, i'm in the same boat. Still with my aqua gf, hanging in there, dunno how. Trying to get my taurean thick skin back. Be strong. Learn from it. |
AppleLove | Thanks Peri for your feedback. I'm definitely way overly independent beyond a doubt, super intense, need to feel in control, prone to negative depression. My birthdate is: 4/20/77 4:16 PM California, USA Tauro: Yes, I feel you. Tauruses are notorious for sticking through things. I've found it's important though to know when it feels right to let go otherwise life becomes very stuck feeling. I'll check out your post in the other forum to see your update |