So I have really had a HORRIBLE time all year.I really don't want to get into it, but I've really struggled with EVERYTHING... especially depression and self-perception, etc. I also had a really horrible thing happen with my family that bowled me over...
Last week, I felt like I finally turned over a new leaf. It was like a had a fresh cool breeze flow through my life and invigorate me! I made some radical changes, dyed my hair from blonde to blackish red, I'm making radical career changes, suddenly I feel so dynamic!!! I try to think about what I felt so down and depressed about... and I'm just disgusted with myself, I don't know why I let life get me so down!
Suddenly, I feel great!
So I look up my transits today out of curiosity and lo and behold... Saturn is finally at 22 of Aquarius and Neptune is at 21... they've finally stopped retrograding and hovering in that damned opposition. THANK THE UNIVERSE!!! A month from now, they're even further away from each other!
I think this was affecting me especially badly because my NN/SN is at 18 of Virgo/Pisces... and I have a lot of planets at 19 & 20 degrees of various signs. Pluto @ 19 Libra, Venus/Neptune at 19 of Sag, Uranus at 20 of Scorpio... dudes, it was killing me!!!
BUT IT'S OVER!!! HOORAAAAAY!!!
Godd@mn , it was hell