So I was with Pisces today, we talked for about 3 hours... At first we were laughing and even comparing scars.. Then all of a sudden, the subject changed into a deep conversation...
His Sun,Mars, Mercury in my 12th...
Now all I feel is sadness, and depression... He hit a deep cord, and I didnt know how to react or what to say...
I couldnt even stand up for my self.. Even though I had every right too... He just doesnt understand why....
I have all these thoughts coming to me... Im not sure how to handle these... I wish he could just understand...
WHY wont he just leave me alone??? Why does he have to do this, and why is it sooo important to be my friend.... It's just not logical... With any other girl he would have swam into the darkness of the ocean.... Why even be my friend??? I just don't understand why....
Why so much judgment if he doesn't he know??
I know this may not make much sense... Im venting.. I just cant say what it is...
I have to get away....