So... this person with whom I have NN conjunct moon... and who if I were paranoid I would swear was trying to avoid seeing me (we work across the street from one another). ... The only times I have seen him (in the street or in the subway) in the past two years have been during eclipses. One eclipse was some time last summer and the other was this past June 15 eclipse (saw him twice in three days).
I thought I was finally done with the heart-wrenchingness of "we can't be together", after four years of that nonsense. And I was finding inner peace with the whole thing. Why on earth does the Universe have to show him to me again? It wasn't a run into and talk kind of thing this past week, it was I saw him and he didn't see me. So how does that help anyone?