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bridgetostars23 | Hey guys. Not sure how to phrase the question but I was wondering does anyone else have an astrological aspect that they try hard to hide maybe even unknowingly, perhaps building entire parts of a personality to avoid showing it? I realize I have tried my whole life to hide my Scorpio moon/venus/pluto. I couldn't get close to a person because I needed it to be more right from the beginning even as a child. And when I did since I was avoiding it, dangerous parts I didn't even know about came out sideways. Then I wanted to not only just hide it but to eradicate it. I tried to stick to sports and being a clown (but the jokes usually had darker undertones kind of like Tim and Eric Awesome Show) The intensity made me feel crazy. Probably lead to the escape I sought in drugs and alcohol. Anyway what I want to do now is accept it in a healthy way. (If possible.) Anyone else relate? |
Phoenix | quote: Originally posted by bridgetostars23: Hey guys. Not sure how to phrase the question but I was wondering does anyone else have an astrological aspect that they try hard to hide maybe even unknowingly, perhaps building entire parts of a personality to avoid showing it? I realize I have tried my whole life to hide my Scorpio moon/venus/pluto. I couldn't get close to a person because I needed it to be more right from the beginning even as a child. And when I did since I was avoiding it, dangerous parts I didn't even know about came out sideways. Then I wanted to not only just hide it but to eradicate it. I tried to stick to sports and being a clown (but the jokes usually had darker undertones kind of like Tim and Eric Awesome Show) The intensity made me feel crazy. Probably lead to the escape I sought in drugs and alcohol. Anyway what I want to do now is accept it in a healthy way. (If possible.) Anyone else relate?
Hi, this is interesting. I have asc and moon in Aries (Asc in the early degrees of Aries) but I always considered me much more like a piscis, and I have some Neptune influences.. I've read than when we have asc in the early degrees our personality can have the influence form the previous sign.. When I was new to astrology I used to read about the Aries fiery ways and about agression and I never considered myself that way and I felt very hurt (lol) about that when I read it ahahahah and since then I always tried to "educate" myself to be different from what I read in case I would feel the need to explode like I read Aries could explode lol But I always felt ironic me having so much Aries in my chart but being the opposite from that. Today I find in my personality more Aries traits than bfore, at least I can now defend myself (sometimes) but those traits are still things than I feel unconfortable with, and I still prefer to act like a kind of piscis.. |
JLyn ~ | I've kinda always tryed tricking people with my pisces asc. ha like sometimes i'd give this hard stare dark mysterious aura like a scorpio asc because it feels good doing it ------------------
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StacyLewis | This sounds like more of a 12th house thing - the subconscious, the hidden... I have nothing in the 12th house and, true to form, there really aren't any parts of my psyche/personality that I either don't know about or try to actively hide from other people. There's a thread that's in a somewhat similar vein to this one too from the other day, asking how secretive people are...I answered there that I think it has more to do with what half of the chart most planets fall in, the upper or lower, and I think that probably applies here as well. Upper-house emphasis is gonna make your life more open-book/public than having a chart that occupies more of the lower half of the chart.
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RedScorp | I don't try ta hide parts of my personality. Why would you try to dissociate from your Scorpio planets? |
suireen | Hahah.. I have Jupiter Aquarius in 12th house.. Even though I want to share it with everyone but I ALWAYS hide my humanitarian ideas.. I mean I have so many ideas just to help a society.. But then, I'm always afraid of speaking up due to the fact they might criticize them. -3- |
charlie | I'm not trying to hide anything, Saturn is doing a great job already....(Cap moon, Leo Saturn) Damn push and pull all day long! |
JLyn ~ | quote: Originally posted by suireen: Hahah.. I have Jupiter Aquarius in 12th house.. Even though I want to share it with everyone but I ALWAYS hide my humanitarian ideas.. I mean I have so many ideas just to help a society.. But then, I'm always afraid of speaking up due to the fact they might criticize them. -3-
awwe Well just say how you feel and what you stand for and ignore the bugs that live in the walls |
Jessica2407 | quote: Originally posted by StacyLewis: This sounds like more of a 12th house thing - the subconscious, the hidden...I have nothing in the 12th house and, true to form, there really aren't any parts of my psyche/personality that I either don't know about or try to actively hide from other people.
Ditto quote: I answered there that I think it has more to do with what half of the chart most planets fall in, the upper or lower, and I think that probably applies here as well. Upper-house emphasis is gonna make your life more open-book/public than having a chart that occupies more of the lower half of the chart.
Upper chart would be from the Asc to what House? Would you say from H1 to H6? |
bridgetostars23 | quote: Originally posted by RedScorp: I don't try ta hide parts of my personality. Why would you try to dissociate from your Scorpio planets?
Well, I kind of tried to condition myself in a way that I thought was best from an early age. I had no idea it was the Scorpio part of me. But now I want to accept it. |