I come back to this one Scorpio Man like a piece in jigsaw puzzle which feels like it had profound change on my overall life and it might be only me feeling of so deep love (maybe he doesn't feel it and that's fine). One year back I got in touch and we had amiable communication via internet and realized we both are married as I was afraid my husband would die. I think I love my husband lots and was afraid to lose him ( just my dad died and how my mother suffered) I thought I needed backup, it was very silly. I am happily married now and I do not need this deep longing of love. I would like to grow old with my husband.
This piece of my life is like that jigsaw puzzle which keeps being there and every time I try to move on or say ya it is done.
I have made peace with it sort of as I have questioned it for long time and I have felt hurt but I think it was my destiny to live current life I am living. I do not have regret that I had to leave him but every time I try to move on there is something or other would stupidly give me hope, some stupid movie, some stupid song.
I would like to know if there are any times when Twin Flame meet and separate. What should I be looking at ?
I had Saturn transiting in 7th House.
That's all I can see when we met and that explains why we didn't continue our relationship. Venus and Mars transiting in 8th house.
It bothers me that why do I feel so strongly as I really do not want that connection. I do not know whether it is just an illusion in my head of someone who was perfect and I am afraid to see in the future as the person might have changed tremendously physically, emotionally,etc. and I would be disappointed.
OR Am I longing my part of my past which was great ! I have met thousand of people in my life but nobody has been stuck with me or I had longing for this much.
I am really at end of my wills. Please help.