My soul yearns to travel to India, possibly China, where I could either study and teach yoga or other forms of spirituality but then there's something pulling me back to WANTING things I don't need and a life filled with securities, feelings and people; familiar patterns. I can't find a bloody balance and it's driving me NUTS!!! Or maybe it's just a fantasy? Something triggering my progressed chart? But then again, all I wanted when I was a child was to have been born in Africa...
Is it a farfetched dream? I have studied yoga for years bar a few where I was injured. I love Asia! I am well familiar how their societies work and that is nothing like the "western world".
Are there places where I could stay for let's say 6 months, work for a living and see if it's all I ever thought it would be? I could always go back home..
For me it's not really about finding myself. It really feels like I would just go home. To a place I have never been to...
Jupiter conj progressed moon EXACT (29 degrees right this second) in 9H?? Can this be it? Maybe things will change once moon hits Gemini??
*tears hair out*