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T O P I C R E V I E WhannaramaaI feel like as I get older I'm noticing its effects more (unsure of where "I" end and another begins) But if I'm not delusional, and I'm not an alcoholic, what are other ways this square can manifest? Relentlessly hopeful?AnisaWell, I have this natally too and I have a hard time figuring myself out sometimes. Like...my childhood consists painful memories and events, but at the same time it's a blurr. Obviously it happened and it's affected me but I'm also kinda numb to it all. Really unclear. Sometimes you don't even know whats unclear. Neptune is about deception, hopes and dreams, escapism, unconditional love, delusional love, sacrifice, unrequited love, lies, drugs, trouble with reality, rose tinted glasses, romance, art, spirituality, religion, nonconformist, you get the idea.I've also got Neptune in 3rd house, sun in 12 house, and a nutty Scorpio moon. quote:Originally posted by hannaramaa:I feel like as I get older I'm noticing its effects more (unsure of where "I" end and another begins) But if I'm not delusional, and I'm not an alcoholic, what are other ways this square can manifest? Relentlessly hopeful?hannaramaaHey Soul Sister! I have Moon opposition Pluto, so I feel ya. Yes all of that is true for me too, I can admit I play the victim more often than I realize (recently realized that though) and everything with me is a blur too, dunno how to really figure myself out and I just go where I go.Geeky quote:Well, I have this natally too and I have a hard time figuring myself out sometimes. Like...my childhood consists painful memories and events, but at the same time it's a blurr. Obviously it happened and it's affected me but I'm also kinda numb to it all. Really unclear. Sometimes you don't even know whats unclear. I have this too and what you wrote resonates with me. The astro.com description is interesting too:"The square between the Sun and Neptune indicates that you may suffer from an inferiority complex. Because of early conditioning by your parents, your faith in yourself is seriously undermined, they could not see that you were asserting your own individuality. As a result, you began building protective behavior to defend yourself against continued emotional harassment. You are creative, imaginative, and eager to express your potential. But because of your rejection of reality, it is extremely difficult for you to find avenues for self-expression. You must define your ambitions within the framework of probability. Your sensitive nature does not allow you to challenge those who may compete with you. You should seriously try to accept reality and to assert yourself even in the face of certain failure. Your greatest liability is that you run from duty. Learn to love yourself so that you will not continue to take a back seat to everyone else. Become involved in professional activities that require minimal responsibility at first. There is no better way to become independent and to express yourself with satisfaction and confidence. You are especially vulnerable emotionally and must get out of relationships with people who may try to use you."------------------“Most people would rather be sheep than stand on their own with antlers on.”
quote:Originally posted by hannaramaa:I feel like as I get older I'm noticing its effects more (unsure of where "I" end and another begins) But if I'm not delusional, and I'm not an alcoholic, what are other ways this square can manifest? Relentlessly hopeful?
Yes all of that is true for me too, I can admit I play the victim more often than I realize (recently realized that though) and everything with me is a blur too, dunno how to really figure myself out and I just go where I go.
quote:Well, I have this natally too and I have a hard time figuring myself out sometimes. Like...my childhood consists painful memories and events, but at the same time it's a blurr. Obviously it happened and it's affected me but I'm also kinda numb to it all. Really unclear. Sometimes you don't even know whats unclear.
I have this too and what you wrote resonates with me. The astro.com description is interesting too:
"The square between the Sun and Neptune indicates that you may suffer from an inferiority complex. Because of early conditioning by your parents, your faith in yourself is seriously undermined, they could not see that you were asserting your own individuality. As a result, you began building protective behavior to defend yourself against continued emotional harassment. You are creative, imaginative, and eager to express your potential. But because of your rejection of reality, it is extremely difficult for you to find avenues for self-expression.
You must define your ambitions within the framework of probability. Your sensitive nature does not allow you to challenge those who may compete with you. You should seriously try to accept reality and to assert yourself even in the face of certain failure. Your greatest liability is that you run from duty. Learn to love yourself so that you will not continue to take a back seat to everyone else.
Become involved in professional activities that require minimal responsibility at first. There is no better way to become independent and to express yourself with satisfaction and confidence.
You are especially vulnerable emotionally and must get out of relationships with people who may try to use you."
------------------“Most people would rather be sheep than stand on their own with antlers on.”
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