okay so i've been feeling it since like 8 degreesit's 6 degrees now. i'm a cap stellium with cap moon, sun, mercury, cap MC and omg.
okay. so far it's an overwhelming get your **** together. doesn't help that my moon is in my 8th house and i've been dealing with issues with my mother.
saturn is halfway through my 8th house right now as well, so i should be starting to reap rewards.
any advice guys?
so far it's made me more frugal, i'm looking to sell as much as i can to save money, stopped being as frivolous. starting to see if i can work harder to make more money
in terms of intimacy and 8th house matters - theres a lack of intimacy in my relationships, sex is fine but without the intimacy the sex goes out the window for me. relationship just broke up because of long distance and future planning and all that. the relationship was with a very saturnian guy.. military, government, stock market etc.
my opinions on the value of money and wealth and all that is changing and i'm starting to become more minimalist. only what i need and nothing else.
saturn through my 7th taught me the responsibility of having a relationship and all that goes in it.
but i got my wallet stolen tonight. so i'm having to face my finances. i've been marathon running away from it a bit. but i think with jupiter going retrograde, its giving saturn space to have an effect.
so far i can term it as = learning the game.
not just maturing but understanding that everything has a time and space and especially pace!
also so far i've learned that what life throws at me is nothing compared to the demons in me. if i tackle that then im not worried about life. like if life is a bunch of systems, work with the systems and you'll be fine. if you don't like the system then go ahead and learn the system so that you can best work it for your advantage or so you can learn the real best place to initiate change.