I feel your pain
I have a t-square of
Saturn & Uranus @28 Sag
Mars @28 Pisces
Mercury @26 GeminiNeptune has been activating that for awhile as well as Progressed Ascendant is currently exact on my Saturn. It kinda sucked when all those planets in my solar arc chart reached 29° at the same time (in the next sign)
My Ascendant is @28° scorpio so I kind of like the transformative aspect of life knocking you down and you just keep pushing, the metaphorical phoenix rising from the ashes. As difficult as life has been I wouldn't go back and change it I love the depth and growth it's given me.
These past few years I have been really working on healing through meditation, positive affirmations, raising my vibration, etc. I honestly don't think I've ever felt content a day in my life up until recently since doing those things.
Life is full of ups and downs, it has to go up if it's been down for awhile. All that Pisces energy and Neptune currently activating it...you have some very potent manifestation energy, use some law of attraction to your advantage ✨️😌
I'm sorry life hasn't been easy, it's def harder for people with stelliums because each transit is x3 the power compared to the rest of us, hang in there and just trust that there's brighter days ahead 🌞