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T O P I C R E V I E Wesull2002My dad unexpectedly died last night of a heart attack at age 46. He had been a long time drug addict with about 6 months of sobriety. After all these years of risking his life everytime he did drugs, he has a heart attack when he is finally cleaning up and doing better for himself. I don't know. It's hitting me extra hard because over the years I have developed a belief that my dad was going to be one of those people who harms his body for the majority of his life, and still lives to be 70-above, because of all the time he did drugs and survived.Everything I look at brings back a memory that my dad is involved in... such as certain areas, chairs, television shows, movies, channels he liked, everything. Songs I hear that I know he liked make me cry. I will never be the same, ever again. I don't know what else to sayI love you dad, so much. And I hope that someday we will be together again.Randall ------------------"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca ClarkmajentaI feel for for esull2002. Your dad will always be with you. Trust me on that one. Memories coming back a small part of the things that will keep him alive. Your love will also keep him alive. He will be like the wind, you can feel him, you just can not see him.I know how you feel as I lost my parents 4 years ago. If you need to talk then I am here. Much love to you. Majenta.------------------A woman is like a teabag, you do not know how strong she is until you put her in hot water (unknown)trillian ozonefillerI feel your pain,I lost my Dad too(less then a couple a years ago)and I went through the same things that your going through,it's hard to settle a loss that was so close to you and all the memories that you feel is normal. Just remember one thing that you can always count on, now where ever you go and what ever you do~ he will always be with you,always in your heart,with a better understanding about things that was hard to comprehend when he was here on this Earth and in time,the emptiness will heal over to new things in your life. I beleive that!~I couldn't let this go~ and lioneye68 esull...Your dad had a challenge to overcome, and he did it! His soul has completed this leg of the journey, and he's ready for the next one now. You WILL be together again. (but not TOO soon, I hope)pixelpixie I am sorry for your loss. AenSo sorry for your loss.*plenty of hugs*juniperbesull2002, love and lite to you and your family. I know it hurts and is hard to understand why these things happen. You will be with your dad again when the time is 'right' juniperb ------------------If having a soul means being able to feel love and loyalty and gratitude, then animals are better off than a lot of humans. ~James HerriotproxiemeI know that this won't make a lick of difference right now, but I once caught a glimpse of where he is - it's beautiful beyond all belief in a way that no words that I know can possibly describe.And know that, even with that reality, he will still be around you. All those you have loved are and will be, always.Also know that the pain that you're feeling, the empty pit in your chest and surrounding numbness, are a natural response to not having him readily apparent in front of you...and know that it will subside, given time.I wish you a good healing.Corri------------------We will not cease from explorationAnd the end of all our exploringWill be to arrive where we startedAnd to know the place for the first time.-T.S. EliotSunShyneEsull, Twin Ladyesull2002, so sorry for your loss ZerepI'm so sorry to hear that*hugs*
Everything I look at brings back a memory that my dad is involved in... such as certain areas, chairs, television shows, movies, channels he liked, everything. Songs I hear that I know he liked make me cry. I will never be the same, ever again. I don't know what else to say
I love you dad, so much. And I hope that someday we will be together again.
------------------"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark
I know how you feel as I lost my parents 4 years ago. If you need to talk then I am here.
Much love to you. Majenta.
------------------A woman is like a teabag, you do not know how strong she is until you put her in hot water (unknown)
~I couldn't let this go~
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Your dad had a challenge to overcome, and he did it! His soul has completed this leg of the journey, and he's ready for the next one now.
You WILL be together again. (but not TOO soon, I hope)
juniperb
------------------If having a soul means being able to feel love and loyalty and gratitude, then animals are better off than a lot of humans. ~James Herriot
Also know that the pain that you're feeling, the empty pit in your chest and surrounding numbness, are a natural response to not having him readily apparent in front of you...and know that it will subside, given time.I wish you a good healing.
Corri
------------------We will not cease from explorationAnd the end of all our exploringWill be to arrive where we startedAnd to know the place for the first time.-T.S. Eliot
so sorry for your loss
*hugs*
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