YES YES YES....nostalgia for the person I once was, a bleak but profound suriety of who i am now... but oh the loss the loss of what was once my comfort.. knowing i can not return to the Me That Once Was.. and the Me That Is Now knows that now is better...
oh, but for the longing..
yes, I believe i understand a little bit...and i feel the pain of your words, your life thru your eyes...i hope that hearing someone else say "i care" makes you feel a little better...
MK