I understand your point. I also always wondered how would dying feel like and what is there on the ' other side'. But I think maybe if you have been so interested on dying it could be that your real interes was about spirituality and inner peace not about dying itself.
But as in society and in a lot of religions dying is presented as an easy quick way to achieve peace and spiritual experiences... then seems very atractive.
I don't have the absolute truth of course but for all I read and for what my intuition tells me, I think it makes not so much diference to be alive or dead.
I mean ... it seems you carry in your spirit the same pains or the same strugles you are having while you are alive.
And if you didn't achieve enlightement then you anyway choose to encarnate again and find yourself in the same situation.
I think dying may be a very good experience because I guess if you are stock here in your life and can't keep learning, dead may be like a help for you to understand things better and to renew yourself and find some light.
Linda herself she says you have your right to choose to die and to encarnate again if you need that experience.
But she is just saying , this is a longer and more complicated proces than just keeping yourself alive and finding peace and spirituality while you are alive.
Also she says you can have like... astral trips. Which may give you that peace experience people have when they die but without needing to die.
I mean that experience of great peace, you can have it while you are alive anyway.