Hi whitewitch111! I hope you're ok!! , and no problem for the delay.. Well, I had a recent relationship that fail, the guy didn't want to commit and was not for me. I'm missing the companion, not the person indeed.
1-2. The Empress crossed by the page of wands - Yes, I want something last, to marry and to have a child (thinking about this almost all the time).
3-4(what grounds you) 9 of wands/5 of pentacles - With this last relationship, I learned many things, I do want to love and be loved, but I'm trying not to be fool or innocent.
5. past influence-Judgment - Yes, just finish one, trying to hard to forget my ex. He didn't respected me, and just now I'm seeing this (was blind by a passion).
6. what crowns you-temperance - I'm trying to love me more, one thing I didn't in the past. Maybe this guy appeared in my life to show how i wasn't love myself... Learning now .
7. recent future-5 of swords - I cut all the contacts I had with this guy. He messed my life too much. I don't want this anymore. I just want someone who loves me and respects me. We argue in the last day through Facebook. I blocked him.
8. inside influence-The fool - I'm an optimistic by nature. I think I'm ready, just waiting for it.
9. outside influence-the world - Ok, no more silly ones. The last was crazy, I liked it but I don't want it for my life. I need security.
10. hopes/fears-the tower - Changing the way I love and see it. For the first time I didn't fear The Tower!
11. likely future - Could you tell me what was the card you pulled here? =)
I don't like the idea to make a hook up for a night...
12. other option 1-the star - Like this one!
13. other option 2-9 of sword - I need to keep my eyes open =)
I really enjoyed your interpretations and the situation. I'll hope to find someone in the future and I'll come back with the news!! Thanks a lot, just let me know what was the card (if it is possible) in the 11 position =).