Hi lucky, I am sorry to hear you're having such troubles.The Five of Pentacles
I pulled the card at random, and this is not a good one..
Your fear is very real and it seemed like it will also become true. This card signifies joblessness, are you jobless right now? They might accept you one more time but no more than once...
Aside from this reading though, do you have any other steps you can take? Any help from family? Can you find some part time jobs?
the advice from this card is to focus less on your fear but more on your movement- this wont be the end of the world, so do not despair if it does happen. The worst could happen is you get denied once but doesn't mean you wont get your meds forever.
I am sorry for the bad news.. feel free to ask new q..
my question would be:
What went through his mind that night when he approached me and said those things?