heysorry my other thread got cluttered with weird stuff, for which apologies
i'm gonna post yours here for your convenience
what happened before your bf left Indiana?
king of swords - 3 swords - wheel - knight of swords - 7 cups
i think he was really in pain over something? this made him almost put his emotions on the shelf, as if he couldn't take it anymore. was really random and accidental, so it made the experience more poignant, as if it had been undeserved.
so he went on to view himself in a new light, as if he was navigating through the night that's dark and full of terrors (c), i.e. navigating through the world permanently anticipating foul play and such. i don't know - is he still like that or has it worn off? also 7 cups obvs seems like it's a defense mechanism, a conviction that settled in his head, as if to invent a narrative was somehow easier than living the negative emotional experiences
is this any good? i feel a cold approaching, so god knows if i managed to seize the message. the cards seem to make up a story i think i can feel, so fingers crossed.