Hi,I am posting my chart to get an insight into some specific problems
Firstly everything in my life seems to be incredibly difficult to achieve . I have a lot of bad luck , low confidence and lack of focus.....i dont know what i am really good at...what career should i pick..lot of rejections in life at the career and marriage front....have no partner for the last 3 years even when i actively seek one...men find me intimidating, brutally honest and "manly" even though i am very sensitive , warm and attractive...i am tiered of the rejections and feel very hurt ,...i attract only wrong kind of people who take advantage of me....
I suffer from frequent episodes of depression, mental and emotional instability, confusion,chronic stress and fertility problems...have suffered chronic depression in the past...bad childhood ...absent dad....
i feel out of place and lonely even wen i am always surrounded by people...i feel there is something really wrong with me ........someone please look into my chart and tell me if there is something not right there and how it can be fixed...what is the cause of all this
First chart is mine...4th dec 1986
http://i1233.photobucket.com/albums/ff398/devilsownchild_99/synastryreport.gif
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