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tgem | Hi there, I was wondering if you would be so kind as to look into a situation for me. I'd be happy to exchange with you using Leno or I cast a horary, do a synastry etc. January 2015 was a big let down for me as so many things I have hoped for and waited patiently for have not come to fruition. My self confidence is in the gutter and I can't see to raise it..I dont know how since nothing is happening in my life. As ridiculous as this sounds I don't feel loved and I feel like a failure. It quite possibly has to do with my failed marriage, I tried so hard to keep going but I've been told I blame myself to much. Do you think could use your guides and look in to my situation? I desperately need hope and guidance...but I am becoming sooooo tired and almost ready to give up. I second guess leaving my marriage sometimes..that maybe part of it was my fault and I didn't do enough. I just really need some advice to keep me going..I want to improve myself so badly but I cant seem to get over the top of the hill no matter how hard I try. Any insight would be so appreciated- your clairvoyance is truly a gift Thank you |
intuitivefish | Sure dear, I will do my best. I will get to you a bit later, an hour or so |
tgem | Oh thank you so very much.. |
intuitivefish | Its not easy trying to guide someone I must say, I will only say what comes to me and I must ask you to take it all with a grain of salt, dont base any decisions on what may come out of me. I dont really know where it all comes from but I always try to come from a loving place to give you guidance in your life. First of all is that confidence comes from inside and I know you may be tiered of hearing this, but loving yourself= confidence. So that is the part of you that is in need of great help. So, what I get for you is that you are desperatly needing some "me" time, you HAVE TO start doing little things for yourself, even if it is buying flowers for yourself, taking a long bath idk, anything. It will start of small but baby steps is as much as you can handle right now,I feel that even thiking about any changes in your life is not something you should be doing right now. you wont be capable of going through with them and doing them properly right now. Love or such matters are not important right now, sorry yes I know you wish to know about love. BUt self love is the only love you need to think about right now.. Now I do know what you did not come here to hear only advice, so I will tell you, march came to me as a month where you will se positive changes in your life in all aspects. I feel like you will turn a new page in your life and you will begin to see the ligth. yes it seems gloomy now, but every single cloud has a silver lining and you must know, obstacles are here to teach us, to grow to learn to do things differently, to make different choices.... lear how to watch your thoughts because negative brings in negtive, it is actually as simple as that. it can be as simple as - waking up and asking for something nice to happen in your day, and you willbegin to notice each day something bigger and bigger, it will start of as little signs. ask for guidance and say you let angels in to help you, angels cannot help you until you give them the green light to come and help you, they are not meant to mingle in our lifes until we ask them to do so. keep praying and keep thinking positive and also, start a gratitude jurnal, each day write 10 things you are grateful for and keep it up ! you will see your life turn around, trust me and trust yourself |
tgem | Wow...I'm speechless. So this morning I texted my sister in another state telling her I'm having an emotional breakdown and that 2015 hasn't gotten me anywhere...much like 2014. She told me it's all about Perspective and demanded I send her a list of 10 things that I did successful this past year. It took me 45 minutes and included a simple things like keeping myself and son alive but I hit 10. My eyes went WIDE when I read your response!! Dead on Dear...Dead on. Bless you |
intuitivefish | quote: Originally posted by tgem: Wow...I'm speechless. So this morning I texted my sister in another state telling her I'm having an emotional breakdown and that 2015 hasn't gotten me anywhere...much like 2014. She told me it's all about Perspective and demanded I send her a list of 10 things that I did successful this past year. It took me 45 minutes and included a simple things like keeping myself and son alive but I hit 10. My eyes went WIDE when I read your response!! Dead on Dear...Dead on. Bless you
I am glad to help you, I do hope you start doing some of these things and you dont have to start as big as "keepin him alive" you can start with "thank you for this day" "thank you for the food" "thank you for my sons smile.... " and so on |
tgem | Ok I sure will! Thank you so much |
intuitivefish | quote: Originally posted by tgem: Ok I sure will! Thank you so much
keep me posted, and never think its too late to ask for help or advice, even being willing to ask for it is a big step forward so congratulate yourself on that, and not only giving up and letting things go down hill. chin up and mrch forward
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tgem | I definitely keep you posted..and start out with Baby steps |
tgem | Hi there I just wanted to give you an update about how things are going. I have been doing ALOT better over the last few days and have been doing what you recommended over the last week. Interestingly, it seems I have been getting answers for the universe as you suspected I would I have come to the conclusion that I'm ready to completely change horses with my career and not just look for a job but do something I've always dreamed about and am passionate about. That's music! I have been told that I will work with this particular GGG band in the future. This excites me greatly. I've had dreams of performing since my childhood but ALWAYS passed them off and suspended them as just "dreams." They wern't in line with what people expected me to do with my life. Maybe that's where a good amount of my adult on-set depression has come from. Can you look into what I might be doing for the GGG band? Do you see me performing on stage at all? This whole idea will shock my family and friends but my gut tells me this is the direction I was destined to go in. Could you give me some insight? I can do an exchange with you too using Leno cards Thanks Intuitive |
tgem | BTW I answered your two questions in the previous exchange with Tonia..just wanted to make sure you saw it. |
intuitivefish | thank you tgem, I am aware of the other girl... no worries I will be back showrtly with yours I need a little breather for a few minutes, did a few readings now |
tgem | Ok thx so much. I really really appreciate it!!!! |
intuitivefish | No matter if your family would aprove or not, if your gut tells you to do something then you should go ahead and do what will make you be happy. I had a feeling that your sister or a female family member will actually be supportive and try to convince the others to shut their judgment and actually listen to what you have to say. It feels to me that after the initial shock they will slowly learn to at least keep their mouth shut not to judge you any more and keep thier opinion to themself.On the job/gig itself.. I had this vision of you standing in the background and 1st playing some instrument as a backing thing, like something simple and then I saw you with a microphone. I feel this will come later but you will have to show that you want this and put effort into it and get coaching and be willing to do a lot of odd jobs with them before you can become more a part of the actual musical part of the band.But yes I can see you with them and them liking you. I do have something to ask. So, out of some circumstances I once met an ex of A, and blabla long story short she is a great girl and we are sort of lets say friends now. But A had a problem with this and probably because he knew she might tell me some not so great things about him... anyway... all this caused a fight before but after we got back into contact. I am supposed to meet with her tomorro ( her initial is "i") and I am wondering 1) will A find out about this again, and how would he take it? 2) should I go meet up for drinks? |
tgem | Hi so very sorry for the delay... Wow! This is crazy..I can't believe I'm even considering this but thank you! Your guidance encourages me a lot and I agree, they're just going to have to get over themselves. Ok so in order I asked will A find out about the meeting? Anchor-stork-flowers yes I think he will definitely find out! How will he react to the meeting? Moon-man-scythe-mice-house Not good. I feel he will be very emotionally upset by this and feel a loss in the trust and security. Should you meet her? Clouds-rider-birds-tree-moon Pulled birds to clarify fox Nope..this looks like a meeting of pure gossip and deception which will lead to depressing feelings in the end. I think you should pass on this as I don't see anything positive coming from it |
intuitivefish | thank you, you comfirmed my thoughts. good luck to you and do keep me posted |
tgem | Sure will, thanks again! |