Have you tried to ask others to look at your chart? Springtimeflower is quite kind. I feel that there may be a poorly aspected Leo and I would also look at your Chiron and MC.I think its tough for people who are ideal (aka Neptunian), but my question for you to ponder is: Is it possible to give or be open without expectation? Is there a way to interact with people so that you aren't giving every ounce of yourself - i.e. does being open and kind mean you give all of yourself? Can you really feed or help others when you yourself are not fed?
It seems that you are going to a hard time and it's important to look within. I think finding a practice that is physically involved like yoga, chi kung, tai chi, or meditation would help ground you. Even something like walking or swimming every day for a manageable amount of time. Small daily, weekly, monthly goals instead of lofty ones that make or break you. Even going to church to sit and be quiet.
Also, I have a feeling that unplugging and slowing down would also be of use. I think perhaps it may be better to find yourself within first before asking for any psychic or intuitive guidance. I feel like this is what I said before as well.
Hope this is helpful and good luck.