AstroKeen,How will things progress between you and J?
For actions;
Stork + Fish + Ring + Scythe (Letter)
+ Birds
Ok so here is the renewal of feelings that where cut of abruptly in the past. I get the feeling one of you is very eager I want to say him. So things will progress quite nicely there will be a renewed sense of feels that will lead up to a relationship should you want this - conversations via text will remain consistent until you two decide to meet up as I get that there will soon be talks about meeting face to face. A relationship can happen very fast due to decisions acted upon very quickly a sudden decision based on emotions. When you two do decide to meet face to face I get the connection will take the next step and if you're dreading the meeting dont as the meeting will cause positive changes between you and J.
Scythe - I get there is indecision from your part the connection is there if you want it but there is also possibility you may reject the idea.
For what lesson is there for you to learn from/with him? Tarot for this.
Emperor + Star + 8 of Pentacles>
Wow, I don't know where to start. For you to have faith in the opposite sex, now I dont know if he dissapointed you but he is there to teach you to have conviction, perseverance, in the goals you have set for yourself. The connection with him is there to teach you to have staying power in your choices and results that you diligently strive for. Perhaps he perceives you as a flighty and faithless individual and the connection with him is to instill within you all the positive qualities depicted by emperor/star/8 of pents; learning structure and control with having hope and inspiration when pursuing your goals diligently.
Is this J self motivated or at least always on the go? They seem set in their ways and somehow always invested in whatever yields them better security.