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T O P I C R E V I E WSheaa OleinHow ya doing? I just wondered what part of London you're in? I work in central and live in South and decided to post here since I haven't seen you in FFA much.Sheaa ------------------"There is nothing worth more than this day!"Goetheghanima81Yeah, good idea, Shea. Where has our little fish friend been these days?How are you, btw, darling? Enjoying the autumn? It's frickin freezing down here on the South Coast. The sound of the wind whipping the window right now is sending shivers down my spine. But the sound of the rain is rather soothing....Peace, Swerve, wherever your waters have taken you... Love and light,GhaniSheaa OleinHolla bubs I'm good thanks, yeah autumn's beautiful, eh? I find the rain soothing too - I can hear it pelting down on a little glass part of our roof here in Brixton. Home alone right now since my housemates Danny & Kris are in Thailand for another week - they better bring me back something lush It's 23.37 as I'm writing this - did you see the great british spelling test tonight!? haha. Wow that rain is really pelting down now - I can hear it through the kitchen to my left & keep thinking it's the kettle boiling?! I've just made myself hot milk since I'm trying to drift off to sleep at a decent time tonight, got to be up for work at about 7:00 Probably be up for another couple of hours though! Can't wait till Friday - you been to central recently - Carnaby St?Sheaa (Still calling for ya Swerve!)------------------"There is nothing worth more than this day!"GoetheSwerveHello Sheea, I am in North London actually, Harrow area. I'm doing fine thank you. You seem like a bubbly character, I hope you get something nice from Thailand,it might be just a knock-off T-Shirt, although some of them are kinda cool. Ghani - hello darling, hope you are well. I will slowly be returning to post more often again. Just dealing with my issues in a transitional phase for me personally. I might tell you about some twists and turns my previous situation has taken recently. Quite difficult actually, I feel like I am being tested. Luckily, I have been fortunate enough to have some people come into my life over the last couple of months that have been like a ray of sunshine through dark clouds.Chat soon, be well.SwerveSheaa OleinGood to speak to you for once is it? Got a few friends in North who work in music. I've been in and out of London during my life. Grew up in Fulham, Chiswick then moved to Surrey - moved back to South. Recently moved from Docklands to Brixton and I'm loving it.. hiphop central! Well actually Carnaby St on Fridays is.. but anyhow, glad you're well - since I moved back to London from the outskirts I have met some really cool people that have helped lift my dark clouds too.Take care now,Sheaa neptune ladyDear Swerve,Hello! And hello to Sheaa and Ghani. I've had some pretty interesting twists in my story as well, some are not too pleasant, but there's always hope things turn out well.Sheaa OleinHey neptune lady, how are you? Yeah.. darn those twists - but they provide the best lessons, eh? Sounds intriging and I'm listening.. What part of the world are you at? neptune ladyHi Sheaa,I'm in the U.S. Yeah, the twists provide interesting lessons. Patience is one of mine...and a bitter pill to swallow.If you want to know my story, check out my earlier threads: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum10/HTML/000968.html http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum10/HTML/001174.html Love and peace to you all.ghanima81How hard was it raining yesterday?? It was INSANE!! I was working in the pub and looking out the windows as it whipped across all the rooftops in a curtain of water. And the wind?? Sheesh, the south coast is crazy with wind right now!! I almost blew away walking home from Uni just now! Swerve,Glad to see you again. I'm waiting to hear about the twists and turns you've been going round since you posted that thread oh so long ago. I'm happy you have met some great people to help you through. Everything happens for a reason, ya know? The people we meet are there for a purpose, to teach us something, or show us something we didn't realize was already there. Good for you!I'm outie kids, gonna try to get my head down for a bit before work.Peace to you all, Ghanighanima81bumpIf we don't bump it, it won't ever get read!!Heart&Soulhello Swerve good to see you about here once again. hello also neptune lady I read through your earlier posts......and hope I don't intrude, but I felt an impulse to post to you.It sounds as if you and he have built something beautiful over time. Perhaps he isn't as consciously aware of how precious this association is.......but consciously or not, he must feel something for you to have shared what he has....to have stuck around as long as he has.You are striving......for you feel the potential bliss that could be. But understand that in striving, sometimes we push away.I'm not of the belief that you must play games with people or with love.....or ever compromise your Real self for another, in hopes of istead being what you think he wants or needs (he may not even know what that is). Keep being exactly who you are and who you have been. She sounds beautiful just the way she is.Yet, perhaps....go inward and stop seeking outward for a bit. There's a place within you that is aware that All will happen as it was meant to........if it was meant to be, it will happen. Don't give up or lose faith......just give up the reigns of control....Let it Be. Just as it is. Cherish it for the beauty it gives you.Think of how he has filled your life in the time you have known him. Give up any expectations. Cherish what time you have shared up until now for what it has meant to you.....not what it will become.Return to that inner place that is open for possibilities with no expectation.When you approach life in this way, not only do you escape disappointment, you also wondrously pull bountiful energy of Love inTO you. From All directions.Obsessing over the uncontrollable is destructive to your spirit. You can feel that can't you? I know it's very difficult. So many constant questions.....does he love me? why doesn't he show it? does that mean he doesn't love me? did I do or say something wrong?....why hasn't he contacted me yet?Oh, it can go on and on.......but why do that to yourself? Can you make him love you? No.He will........if he does. If he doesn't, yes that will hurt greatly. But dear heart, there is nothing you can do to MAKE it happen. Love just happens. Sometimes only in Time. Persevere or Perish seems to be the choice. I sense you aren't ready for perish just yet. Try not to have the conscious thought that anything you do is in order for him to awaken. Do it for yourself and for him. Because it is the best thing for both of you......don't make it a web when it doesn't have to be. I'm not saying to stop communicating with him or change any action.......this is all about your inner self and how you are Seeing this.When you relax in this way I am sure he will sense it......all of his Piscean intuition will sense the change in you...and be intrigued by it.If he is to awaken......it can only come from within himself. But if you are to awaken to yourself along the way who knows what they may bring. Regardless of what will happen.....from this peaceful place within you, you will have an acceptance and strength to deal with whatever does.Best of luck to you. My heart has been there as well. And I don't write as all-knowing or expert at anything. I've just found some peace myself this way and wanted to share. Heart&Soulps~ Londoneers please continue on. Sorry to interrupt. and yeah.......oh, that accent. Makes us American girls think of far away castles and that galliant Knight of our Dreams. Sheaa Olein ah Heart&Soul that's cute! - and noo nooo you're not interrupting! I adore your post, although I shall have to reply later on, on my way out of the house, just popped in for 5mins neptune lady ~ how are you? thanks for the links I will have to look at those properly Ghani ~ thank you for bumping angelface - and yeah the rain's been insane recently, the wind knocked over something in the garden last night, home alone & I almost threw an epic! So jumpy at the mo? Going to the Blues Bar in Carnaby St later tonight where my friend's got a gig so anyone in the area who's likes blues - pop down See you soon!K ghanima81Sheaa,I would love to see some blues, but I've got mountains of studying to do. Plus, it's about an hour and a half from me, so unless I can sprout wings in the next few hours, I can't make it. I'll have to come up sometime though, go see a band with ya or something. I love all kinds of music, and I hear you got the hookup to see some good stuff live. Let me know, babes. It would be fun!!Peace, ya'll!GhaniGemStarHeart&Soul...That was Beautiful!!!!Yes, carry on everyone...it is delightful to read your posts...so English sounding!! In many ways more lovely than the American version....I think we acquired the 'watered down' version of English!! LOL!!Sheaa OleinGemstar ~ Ghani baby! ~ I'd love for you to come visit, we'll have to arrange it, here's my email so we can sort stuff when we need to; chiligirlthrfirst@yahoo.co.uk neptune lady; I read your posts - wow those Knowflakes give a lot of support eh? I hope everything turns out for the best with your twin soul, I replied to your thread Heart&Soul ~ that draft really did read like it came from the heart. I loved reading it, it's almost poetry! You read a thought pattern of mine with that Heart&Soulthanks for your kind comments. I always worry afterwards that I'm intruding or coming off preachy or something. I'm really not that way at all. I'm very much more receptive than agressive, so it's a strange position to put myself in to begin with.Just......when I see someone going through such turmoil, it hurts my heart.....having been there myself. If One person out there found something in it, than that is more than I could hope.Life is a strange thing......what we think might be for the intended doesn't always happen that way.Love & Light,H&S neptune ladyLove you too Sheaa! My twin's a Brit too! What IS it with these British blokes?!
I just wondered what part of London you're in? I work in central and live in South and decided to post here since I haven't seen you in FFA much.
Sheaa
------------------"There is nothing worth more than this day!"Goethe
How are you, btw, darling? Enjoying the autumn? It's frickin freezing down here on the South Coast. The sound of the wind whipping the window right now is sending shivers down my spine. But the sound of the rain is rather soothing....
Peace, Swerve, wherever your waters have taken you...
Love and light,Ghani
I'm good thanks, yeah autumn's beautiful, eh? I find the rain soothing too - I can hear it pelting down on a little glass part of our roof here in Brixton. Home alone right now since my housemates Danny & Kris are in Thailand for another week - they better bring me back something lush
It's 23.37 as I'm writing this - did you see the great british spelling test tonight!? haha. Wow that rain is really pelting down now - I can hear it through the kitchen to my left & keep thinking it's the kettle boiling?!
I've just made myself hot milk since I'm trying to drift off to sleep at a decent time tonight, got to be up for work at about 7:00
Probably be up for another couple of hours though! Can't wait till Friday - you been to central recently - Carnaby St?
(Still calling for ya Swerve!)
Ghani - hello darling, hope you are well. I will slowly be returning to post more often again. Just dealing with my issues in a transitional phase for me personally. I might tell you about some twists and turns my previous situation has taken recently. Quite difficult actually, I feel like I am being tested. Luckily, I have been fortunate enough to have some people come into my life over the last couple of months that have been like a ray of sunshine through dark clouds.
Chat soon, be well.
Swerve
I've been in and out of London during my life. Grew up in Fulham, Chiswick then moved to Surrey - moved back to South. Recently moved from Docklands to Brixton and I'm loving it.. hiphop central! Well actually Carnaby St on Fridays is.. but anyhow, glad you're well - since I moved back to London from the outskirts I have met some really cool people that have helped lift my dark clouds too.
Take care now,Sheaa
Yeah.. darn those twists - but they provide the best lessons, eh? Sounds intriging and I'm listening.. What part of the world are you at?
If you want to know my story, check out my earlier threads:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum10/HTML/000968.html http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum10/HTML/001174.html
Love and peace to you all.
Swerve,Glad to see you again. I'm waiting to hear about the twists and turns you've been going round since you posted that thread oh so long ago. I'm happy you have met some great people to help you through. Everything happens for a reason, ya know? The people we meet are there for a purpose, to teach us something, or show us something we didn't realize was already there. Good for you!
I'm outie kids, gonna try to get my head down for a bit before work.
Peace to you all, Ghani
If we don't bump it, it won't ever get read!!
hello also neptune lady I read through your earlier posts......and hope I don't intrude, but I felt an impulse to post to you.
It sounds as if you and he have built something beautiful over time. Perhaps he isn't as consciously aware of how precious this association is.......but consciously or not, he must feel something for you to have shared what he has....to have stuck around as long as he has.
You are striving......for you feel the potential bliss that could be. But understand that in striving, sometimes we push away.
I'm not of the belief that you must play games with people or with love.....or ever compromise your Real self for another, in hopes of istead being what you think he wants or needs (he may not even know what that is). Keep being exactly who you are and who you have been. She sounds beautiful just the way she is.Yet, perhaps....go inward and stop seeking outward for a bit. There's a place within you that is aware that All will happen as it was meant to........if it was meant to be, it will happen. Don't give up or lose faith......just give up the reigns of control....
Let it Be. Just as it is. Cherish it for the beauty it gives you.
Think of how he has filled your life in the time you have known him. Give up any expectations. Cherish what time you have shared up until now for what it has meant to you.....not what it will become.Return to that inner place that is open for possibilities with no expectation.When you approach life in this way, not only do you escape disappointment, you also wondrously pull bountiful energy of Love inTO you. From All directions.Obsessing over the uncontrollable is destructive to your spirit. You can feel that can't you?
I know it's very difficult. So many constant questions.....does he love me? why doesn't he show it? does that mean he doesn't love me? did I do or say something wrong?....why hasn't he contacted me yet?Oh, it can go on and on.......but why do that to yourself? Can you make him love you? No.He will........if he does. If he doesn't, yes that will hurt greatly. But dear heart, there is nothing you can do to MAKE it happen. Love just happens. Sometimes only in Time. Persevere or Perish seems to be the choice. I sense you aren't ready for perish just yet.
Try not to have the conscious thought that anything you do is in order for him to awaken. Do it for yourself and for him. Because it is the best thing for both of you......don't make it a web when it doesn't have to be. I'm not saying to stop communicating with him or change any action.......this is all about your inner self and how you are Seeing this.
When you relax in this way I am sure he will sense it......all of his Piscean intuition will sense the change in you...and be intrigued by it.
If he is to awaken......it can only come from within himself. But if you are to awaken to yourself along the way who knows what they may bring. Regardless of what will happen.....from this peaceful place within you, you will have an acceptance and strength to deal with whatever does.
Best of luck to you. My heart has been there as well. And I don't write as all-knowing or expert at anything. I've just found some peace myself this way and wanted to share.
and yeah.......oh, that accent. Makes us American girls think of far away castles and that galliant Knight of our Dreams.
neptune lady ~ how are you? thanks for the links I will have to look at those properly
Ghani ~ thank you for bumping angelface - and yeah the rain's been insane recently, the wind knocked over something in the garden last night, home alone & I almost threw an epic! So jumpy at the mo?
Going to the Blues Bar in Carnaby St later tonight where my friend's got a gig so anyone in the area who's likes blues - pop down
See you soon!K
I would love to see some blues, but I've got mountains of studying to do. Plus, it's about an hour and a half from me, so unless I can sprout wings in the next few hours, I can't make it.
I'll have to come up sometime though, go see a band with ya or something. I love all kinds of music, and I hear you got the hookup to see some good stuff live.
Let me know, babes. It would be fun!!
Peace, ya'll!Ghani
Yes, carry on everyone...it is delightful to read your posts...so English sounding!! In many ways more lovely than the American version....I think we acquired the 'watered down' version of English!! LOL!!
Ghani baby! ~ I'd love for you to come visit, we'll have to arrange it, here's my email so we can sort stuff when we need to; chiligirlthrfirst@yahoo.co.uk
neptune lady; I read your posts - wow those Knowflakes give a lot of support eh? I hope everything turns out for the best with your twin soul, I replied to your thread
Heart&Soul ~ that draft really did read like it came from the heart. I loved reading it, it's almost poetry! You read a thought pattern of mine with that
If One person out there found something in it, than that is more than I could hope.Life is a strange thing......what we think might be for the intended doesn't always happen that way.
Love & Light,H&S
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