Lately it feels like everyone my age is getting married and having children. I am not angry at the fact that people are getting married and having children. In fact, I am so happy for them, but seeing proposals/rings/babies makes me feel like I am not good enough to have those things.I have my flaws, and I am far from perfect, but I find myself wondering why I am not good enough to be anyone's wife.
How come people do not view me as someone that they cannot live without?
Why does everyone around me have someone to share their life with except for me?
Please understand that these are just my thoughts, but they do make me sad.
I wonder whether my desire to be in a partnership stems from the fact that I am a Gemini and like they say, I am waiting to find my twin.
I just didn't know that people would see the real me, and decide that they would rather live without me. It makes me very sad.
I am just expressing my thoughts.