here it is
LOGOS-YESHUA? well....
I am so conflicted about this.... because it wasn't something good at all for him. after reading a bit about these "stigmata" it sounds like it should be an incredibly beautiful and divine experience.
you're blessed and all that.
aaaaand.... it was the exact opposite.
or is it supposed to be like this?
we are very connected...on all levels. if i feel bad, he will feel it. if he gets a cold, i will get one too a few days after or before (it depends) we often meet in dreams and we both remember the next day what we did and so on...
one or two days before this happened, when I was ready to fall asleep my heart would skip a beat randomly and then catch up, beating faster and harder. I couldn't really sleep because of this... every time i would lay down to sleep my heart went nuts for no reason, and it hurt.
and I was thinking... what the hell.. what if i get a heart attack... what is going on...
then... this happened to him.... it scared me so much
now.. i was the first one to open him up but when it comes to this, he wont say much, because it was "too weird and disturbing". he said that at a point he will tell me, but not now.
and often also a wound on the side of the individual, close to the heart, representing Jesus' heart wound from the lance of the Roman soldier.
//he bled from the wrist bracelet lines