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Gemini Nymph unregistered	posted October 19, 2004 05:35 PM I don't want to hear any noble defense of the Capricorn moon, cos as far as I'm concerned, today is a sign of things to come it for me at least, it's going to suck major time. The Moon's in Cap today and tomorrow, so that means it's making a big fat ugly T-square with Libra Sun, Mars and Jupiter (tranisting over my Uranus singleton in the 1st) and Cancer Saturn. I was doing pretty darn good since my bout of depression a couple weeks back during that nasty Cancer moon (boo, hiss - water moons are suppose to my friends!!! ), but this morning: strep throat, PMS, cramps and moodswings from hell. Depression with a capital D, so bad I actually miss being on meds or addicted to narcotics. Strangly enough, I did feel creative admist my agony, adn what did I come up with? A sketch for a future painting I so inspiringly named "Death and Alliteration" which is essentially a skeleton juxaposed a scribbled list of negative words that all start with d, like "doubt" "despair" "decay" "depression". Lovely yes? Aaaarrrrrgggghh. And just think, when the Sun goes into Cap, thus squaring that Lib Jupiter (and my Uranus) and oppo that Cancer Saturn for a whole month....and over the the freakin' holidays! Boy, antidepressants are sounding so good right now. I think I'll go cry now. Maybe it'll make me feel better. IP: Logged
astro junkie unregistered	posted October 19, 2004 05:57 PM "... better walk away, I've gotta get away, just to see if I'm OK, sometimes things don't work out, and it tears you apart, it tears me apart, sometimes happens all the time sometimes happens all the time I'm feeling torn apart I'm feeling torn apart ..." IP: Logged
Aphrodite unregistered	posted October 19, 2004 06:06 PM Hi Gemini Nymph, Well the transit does happen about twice a month, 12 months in a year. At maximum the Capricorn Moon shows its face 48 times. Or rather for what it's known for, not showing it at all Hope you like puns. You should, being a Gem-In-[the]-Eyes. Whirl that phonetic spelling 'round the tongue for fun. Heh. I hope you feel better. Depression is no fun. I knOw. Love, Light and Twinkles Aphrodite IP: Logged
Gemini Nymph unregistered	posted October 19, 2004 06:34 PM Aphrondite - No actually, I don't care for puns. And yes, I know how often Cap moon transits, and it's often very hard on me. It's just doesn't hit me this hard. In the past, my depression has been so severe, I've lost jobs, lost friends, lost an apartment and my financial independence, had to drop out a grad degree program, not to mention the years I spent struggling with despair, self-loathing and suicidal thoughts. I had to work very hard to get where I am today, which still isn't anywhere near where I'd like to be. So when it comes back to me like today, it's not only frustrating, it's makes me feel extremely weak and afraid that I might relapse into a longer depressive episode that only deprive me more of my life. So thank you for understanding, I guess. Perhaps then you'll understand why your "encouragement" feels more like mockery to me at the moment. IP: Logged
Aphrodite unregistered	posted October 19, 2004 06:43 PM Hi Gemini Nymph, I didn't mean for you to feel the way you did for what I wrote. It was not my intention at all. I'm just somebody who took a chance to share with you some joy. Blessings to you IP: Logged
LibraSparkle unregistered	posted October 19, 2004 06:50 PM Aw GN Hard times. No fun Depressions sucks! I think the majority of us know that. You said even in the midst of depression, you're still feeling creative. Maybe you can USE that to get through. Sketching, painting... hell... play with play-dough. I assume creating makes you feel good... throw yourself into some project. Try to keep busy durring this time. You kown what they say about idle hands... it's really true. Much love to you, sweetheart. I hope you are feeling back to your normal self very soon. IP: Logged
lovely* unregistered	posted October 19, 2004 07:34 PM transiting cap moon does not feel good for me either as it squares my merc, mars, uranus AND pluto in libra and also bangs up against my asc/saturn in cancer. this morning i thought wooo hooo, what next, ready for my day, but mid afternoon has been rather shatty. may i offer you a zanax or two? O O O IP: Logged
scorpbaby unregistered	posted October 19, 2004 09:18 PM Ok I'm copying AJ w/ the lyrics thing, but here it goes... "Don't worry about a thing, 'Cause every little thing gonna be all right. Singin': "Don't worry about a thing, 'Cause every little thing gonna be all right!" Rise up this mornin', Smiled with the risin' sun, Three little birds Pitch by my doorstep Singin' sweet songs Of melodies pure and true, Sayin', ("This is my message to you-ou-ou:") Bob Marley IP: Logged
LibraSparkle unregistered	posted October 19, 2004 09:25 PM lovely*, I Xanax!! I can only take .5 mg though... stuff kicks my booty! Klonopin is good too... not so strong. IP: Logged
lovely* unregistered	posted October 19, 2004 11:49 PM well libra, all i have is .10! so here, i broke it in half. - D - oh and no operating heavy machinery tonight k? IP: Logged
pixelpixie Newflake Posts: 8 From: ON Canada Registered: Apr 2009	posted October 19, 2004 11:57 PM Yup. Depressed lately. Today was shite. BIG TIME. But then it was better tonight. I still smoke. sigh IP: Logged
LibraSparkle unregistered	posted October 20, 2004 12:42 AM Thanks, lovely* Aw pix I love ya, sweetie hugs IP: Logged
lovely* unregistered	posted October 20, 2004 01:18 AM you're welcome!! cheers! IP: Logged
astro junkie unregistered	posted October 20, 2004 01:55 AM Is .25 mg more or less than .5 mg? IP: Logged
LibraSparkle unregistered	posted October 20, 2004 02:21 AM less IP: Logged
lovely* unregistered	posted October 20, 2004 03:23 AM runs to look oops! i have 1 mg, not .10 IP: Logged
lovely* unregistered	posted October 20, 2004 03:25 AM pixel..having trouble quitting smoking? IP: Logged
libra78 unregistered	posted October 20, 2004 03:53 AM smoking is cool, whatcha smoking? IP: Logged
noreenz unregistered	posted October 20, 2004 09:42 AM Good Morning GN, I hope things are better in your world for you today than yesterday. Gawd, it looks like one of my dearest friends is going through the same thing, and I have no frigg'in clue what to do. Getting really worried about her as she is in a major funk, hopefully she'll talk today. When I get feeling crappy, I need to be left alone, however, I don't know if that is necessarily true for everyone. Well M'dear, hope the sun comes peaking through the clouds for you this morning. Noreen IP: Logged
Archer unregistered	posted October 20, 2004 10:52 AM .5 is actually .50 and so .25 is less that .5! have u been to school aj?! ------------------ Neerav IP: Logged
LibraSparkle unregistered	posted October 20, 2004 10:56 AM Wow, Archer. That was rude and uncalled for. IP: Logged
pixelpixie Newflake Posts: 8 From: ON Canada Registered: Apr 2009	posted October 20, 2004 10:59 AM Wow.. In our depressive state, let's all bow to Archer in his unending intelligence. He never makes common mistakes. He is God-like. And his social skills are marvelous! What will come out next? IP: Logged
lioneye68 unregistered	posted October 20, 2004 03:28 PM GeminiNymph, I think you RAWK. I love your contributions here, and I'm often amazed at the depth of your astro-knowledge. You're one slick communicator too, at least in writing. So, whethor you're in a funk or not, some of us are really glad you still summon up the energy and gumption to come here and share/inform/advise/opine... I hope that just getting this all this crap out (re: your first post) has helped you somewhat. It usually helps me just to purge like that. Makes room in your head for more interesting stuff, I believe. IP: Logged
Archer unregistered	posted October 21, 2004 12:04 AM oh man! chil up! i was just kiddin. aj is rude to me too sometimes. remember that smiley in my post 'calling aj' ------------------ Neerav IP: Logged
LibraSparkle unregistered	posted October 21, 2004 11:16 AM Archer, her question had already been answered. Clearly. You seem to have only inteneded on humiliating her. There is nothing funny about humiliation. IP: Logged

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