posted October 22, 2006 11:56 AM              

Me: March 21, 1968. 4:17 am. Huntsville, AL.

posted October 22, 2006 12:38 PM              

But I just wanna say I was watching a film based in AL...and I so love that accent....beautiful it is...

I was saying to myself, I wonder if there is anyone who posts in LL who speaks that way...?

Hope that cheered you a little...

And dont lose things will change...

posted October 22, 2006 01:54 PM              

Now, understand that an image, even a self-image is just an appearence. It is how we look to certain people, but not necessarily how we truly are. See?

A very significant part of you has long gone completely unrecognized. This meant that certain parts of you being "went to sleep" in the same way that an arm or a leg sometimes "goes to sleep." Then when it begins to "wake-up", it tingles, sometimes even hurts.

Something very much like that is happening to you at this time. Primarily, this affects your consciousness, so we could say that a formerly sleeping part of your brain is waking up. As it does so, you will discover talents, abilities and interest that you did not know you had.

This is a rather lengthy process. Although there will be a bit of "ebb and flow" involved, it will really culminate in 2010. By that time you will realize that there is much more to you than you were taught to belive. In the meantime, do what is in front of you, then the next thing, and the next....
It is no time to attempt making long-term plans.

All this is necessary because you were born on a different frequency from your family and/or culture. You belong to the future. You are what others are trying to become. However, people on a different frequency see only what they expect to see, and in your case, they missed the biggest part of your being and potential. Because they could not see it, you stopped seeing it a long time ago. Now it is coming up, the way an instamatic photo becomes visible.

Right now, your self image (and more) is blurred because you are "between levels." Try to be patient. Avoid letting yourself worry, and when worry does come up do something fun--something that will engage your concentration. Mostly, you need to "get out of your own way" and let your Soul and Spirit emerge from the closet in which they have been hiding.

posted October 23, 2006 10:36 AM              

If your life, or your sanity, are in danger, the ONLY sensible thing to do is run!

Meanwhile--the money part is temporary. Should end shortly. I just meant that there are more changes ahead, and it sounds like the Universe is trying to free you from a lot of dependant people. If so, making the break is what will free you so that things will get better.

We are a funny people. Often we don't seek a remedy until the pain gets really bad. That is true both physically and in life.

posted October 23, 2006 01:14 PM              

hi .. i've just done a chart .. i'ts minus some data at moment .. will rectify once i can figure out where huntsville is .. ie .. the long. lat. numeros

thing about these ~close orb~ transits is that i would'nt know off-hand how to put an interp. to the transits effecting your natal lillith position ..

i reckon the big one here looks like .. * tPluto squaring your natal Uranus * (( and trining natal Jupiter )) . that will be effecting lots of flk at moment within a generation i would think .. so i would be looking at what else is connected to nUranus in your chart

here's a quik list .. will modify if nesc. after i input full data to this astro application (programme) .. t = transiting ..

**list aimed at knowflakes who may know the effects of Lillith .. and other trans. listed .. ~xx~ .. please ~ xx ~ **

tMerc in the short term is opposing natal Lillith .. note : as it goes retrograde soon ..

tSaturn squares your natal Lillith
tJupiter opposes your natal Lillith .. as does tMercury

tNeptune squares natal Mars .. and sextiles natal Saturn

and tLillith is opposite your natal Chiron ..

.. transits from ~Lillith~ last about a week .. she has a full zodiac cycle of aprox 9 years plus .. .. but her transits to natal positions and .. those transits effecting the natal position of Lillith .. .. can make things pretty tumultious on an emotional level .. that Pluto squaring natal Uranus .. total 'Transformations" .. keyword here .. i think .. and with Plt. effecting natal Uranus .. .. those Transformations are likey to be of disruptive ` out of the blue` nature .. a shock to ones system .. ... be aware that Pluto transits can really only occur once in a lifetime .. but may be quite long in duration when they do hit .. .. it's like having 'enforced' changes in one's life ..

posted October 23, 2006 03:36 PM              

( huntsville Al .. 34n44 .. 86w35 ..)

Uranus 6th house trines Lillith in 2nd house ..2 deg.
opposes *Chiron* in 12th.. squares Mc ..
plus the generationals .. sextiles Nept. .. conjoins Pluto

re:transits
.. in my app. .. tChiron is sextiling her Asc.
and ..t.Uranus is coming from her 12th house

**and how soon they will end??** .. well that Uranus transit is likely to go on 'till early feb .. don't dispair it will go away in time .. .. but keep an eye on your daily transits at astro.com .. because the short transits have a tendency to bring into focus what the big outer planet transits are doing .. (i.e. their effect on your emotions ) it's sometimes as if everything happens at once ..

and you've just had a transit from the moon .. maybe amplifying all the issues in your current state of mind ...

posted October 23, 2006 08:12 PM            

Last month you underwent an eclipse in direct opposition to your sun at the cusp of virgo/libra. When a solar eclipses opposes our natal sun it cuts out our life force right from under us. It's like an exaggerated solar bottom, or vital essence is poorly channelled, and just when we most need it to be there.

Think about how we normally fumble around in the dark through life. Well imagine you're now doing that with a blinders around your eyes, so your foresight and reason leaves you too. Imagine that there's a tube that connects you to your vital force, and someone now has put a kink in the tube.

Solar eclipse oppositions are right on the cusp of you 6th/7th house so relationships and health issues will be both be called into question. This is not an easy transit, I nearly died in a car accident during a solar eclipse opposition. Things are hitting the fan now because the current new moon is reactivating that energy, and this will continue, succesively improving over time.

posted October 24, 2006 08:09 AM              

Glad to hear the money thing will improve, could you help me understand a little better from whence the other changes are coming? Or heading? Or their ultimate goal? Maybe if I knew the destination I could hurry this along? A girl can hope...

You have been very kind to share your insights and most patient with my flounderings, and I send you my sincerest thank-you's. You no idea how much I appreciate the time and energy you have shared with me.

posted November 01, 2006 08:51 AM              

Happy Dragon: Thank you for all that information. Where could I go to understand ¡V much of it was over my head, and I¡¦d hate to waste so much work. Also, how do I check those transits, and what am I looking for?

William: Wow, you¡¦re right ¡V things have been steam rolling towards this ¡§place¡¨ for a while. Guess I have only now come to feel it so painfully. Mid-November is fine for a peak¡KI just need some light in this tunnel. I¡¦ll try the meditation¡Kand as to sweating¡Kwell, this whole thing is like a terrible toothache ¡V the pain is so intense, it makes your entire body hurt (and everything causes sweat.) I really appreciate the encouraging words.

posted November 01, 2006 03:55 PM              

.. additional info about 'transits' in astrology can be found at these links ..
* http://www.cafeastrology.com/predictiveastrology.html *
* http://www.bobmarksastrologer.com/TOClessons.htm *
* http://www.mountainastrologer.com/beginnerseries.html/beg0.html *

more 'transit' info at ..
transits thread
* http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/009073.htm *

Outer Planets
* http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/008521.html *

about Lillith
* http://www.antonia-langsdorf.de/dateien/astrologie-antonia-langsdorf-essay.php *

LL astrology Links at ..
* http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/006272.html *

will revisit later ..
bit ragged at moment ..
h.d.