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From: South Africa
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posted June 15, 2002 03:32 AM         

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Dear Auriel
Hi, how are you? I hope you had a good holiday and have come back rested and healthy. I'm sure the break has been good for your wrist too.
I have some great news for you, well it's bittersweet really. I have ended things with E! I ended it a week ago, but wanted to be sure I was going to be able to do it before I told you.
Two things happened which made me come to this decision:-
Last Friday evening on my way home I landed up by mistake in a very bad part of town as it was getting dark and I was surrounded by a group of drunk men and robbed. Luckily because of the area I had hidden my cell phone but they stole everything else and I had no way to get home. Anyway crying hysterically I phoned E and asked him to come and fetch me and he said he was too busy to fetch me and why was I crying, and when I told him I was scared he said well he couldn't understand me and to phone him when I stopped crying! Someone else came to fetch me and when I calmed down I realised I couldn't do E anymore, he was just destroying me.
The other thing that has happened is that 2 weeks ago I met a nice man who slowly but surely has been showing me how nice it is to be treated with courtesy and respect. He doesn't know it but he has made me realise just how badly E has been treating me. We met on a Saturday evening and spent the evening together, but then on the Sunday he had to go away for business. Not having much faith in men, I didn't expect to hear from him again, but he has called me every day since and sometimes 2 or 3 times.He is a Cancer born 26 June 1972, no birth time as he's adopted. (You can take a look at our charts if you want) I don't know if anything will come of this although he has asked me if I want to have a relationship with him,but even if nothing comes of it, he has been the help I needed to do what I had to do with E. None of this has been easy, but I'm treating E as my addiction and just taking one day at a time. I have some good days and some bad days, but I just go with the flow. My spirit feels free again but my heart is broken, I loved him so dearly for so long.
Anyway, the most important thing is that I wanted to thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the support you have given me thru all of this. You have been there for me both in public and in private so many times and you will never know how much I appreciated it. What I also appreciated so much, was that never once did you criticise me, and just supported me and listened to me without passing judgement. I don't know what else to sya to you to show you how grateful I am. I love you - thank you.
To the other people on this site who have helped me through all this, especially Randall and Gooberlily - thank you all from the bottom of my heart.
By the way Auriel, you said that Pluto was going to change the nature of my relationships and I guess the Cancer man has reminded me how things should be. I mean I had 2 abusive relationships, one after the other - no more! (I don't know if this is what you meant?)
I will keep in touch and let you know how things progress or not?!
Write soon
Luv
Me

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posted June 20, 2002 08:57 AM         

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Sorry, incorrect birthdate for Cancer.
Correct date is 28 June 1972

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posted June 20, 2002 09:10 AM         

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Auriel will be responding to this tonight!

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posted June 20, 2002 09:22 PM         

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Oh my gosh! I'm sitting here in tears. No, I never realized you saw me that way. I was just being your friend. We've always had a connection from the beginning and I cherish our friendship.

I wrote a letter to you last week, but don't have your snail mail address with me. I'm still in FL and may stay for another month. I took on this project and I love it, but it's time consuming and taking more time and energy than I thought it would. I'm really enjoying it though, and think I'll stay the rest of the summer to work with it. I'm flying out West to vacation with my ex-husband and kids on August 1st and the kids and I will be returning to Columbus on August 11th. I don't really have an address in FL for anyone to write to me here, so if you write back, I won't get it until then.

BTW, congrats with your new attitude! I'm sorry you were robbed, but I'm happy for you that it helped you to SEE.

I need your birth data to look at your chart! I'm at Jimmy's place and don't have birth data with me for anyone. At least he has an astrology program for me to use.

Hugs to you!

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posted June 21, 2002 09:40 AM         

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Hurry back, babe!

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posted June 21, 2002 01:21 PM         

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Numerologically E gets well with K.

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posted June 22, 2002 03:55 AM         

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Hi
Not feeling as brave today as I was when I wrote that. My birth date is 15 May 1963 8am Bulawayo Zimbabwe.
Am paying $10 for every 15mins for this ineternet usage so will be quick!!
Will post my address at your private e-mail, will write more when I get paid next week!
Raj didn't understand your post? Please elaborate.
See ya
Me

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posted June 22, 2002 08:20 AM         

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Hang in there, Beverley! Be strong and do something special for yourS-ELF. I'm sending energy and light to help you through this time.

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posted June 22, 2002 08:23 AM         

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I will, Babe, I will.

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posted July 02, 2002 12:13 PM         

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Beverley, I don't have an astrology program available to check your charts, but was wondering how you're doing. I hope all is well with you! Thinking of you and sending you some light!

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