posted December 16, 2004 08:59 PM         

I fall to pieces
Each time I see you again
I fall to pieces
How can I be just your friend

You want me to act
Like we've never kissed
You want me to forget
Pretend we've never met
And I try and I try
But I haven't yet
You walk by and I fall to pieces

That's the mood I'm in today, and I know someone else feels this way too. I don't know how it's done, but it takes strength.

I fall to pieces
Each time someone speaks your name
I fall to pieces
Time only acts to the play

You tell me to find someone else to love
Someone who loves me too
The way you used to do
But each time I go out with someone new
You walk by and I fall to pieces

I fall to pieces
Each time I see you again
I fall to pieces
How can I be just your friend

You want me to act
Like we've never kissed
You want me to forget
Pretend we've never met
And I try and I try
But I haven't yet
You walk by and I fall to pieces

The last time I spoke to my ex boyfriend who's with someone new,
I asked him a crazy question, I asked
"Is it safe to walk up and kiss you?"
He held his breath and said nothing, and I hung up the phone.

Good Luck to You,

Natasha

posted December 16, 2004 09:35 PM         

I love Patsy Cline also, she just has a lovely soulful voice.
Have you ever thought that there is someone near you (maybe in a class or at work) who likes you very much, maybe even loves you. But, your not able to feel that because you are thinking of your ex?

posted December 16, 2004 10:18 PM         

How long ago did you guys break up?

posted December 17, 2004 12:02 AM         

Say Goodbye
Not knowing when
The truth in my whole life began
Say Goodbye
Not knowing how to cry
You taught me that

And I'll remember
The strength that you gave me
Now that i'm standing on my own
I'll remember
The way that you saved me
I'll remember

Inside i was a child
That could not mend a broken wing
Outside i looked for a way
To teach my heart to sing

And I'll remember
The love that you gave me
Now that i'm standing on my own
I'll remember
The way that you changed me
I'll remember

I learned
To let go
Of the illusion
That we can possess
I learned To let go
I travel in stillness
I'll remember happiness
I'll remember

And I'll remember
The love that you gave me
Now that i'm standing on my own
I'll remember
The way that you changed me
I'll remember

posted December 17, 2004 03:14 PM         

For those of us who have also been there, here's my favorite from Patsy (though I'm partial to the version by Cowboy Junkies):

WALKIN' AFTER MIDNIGHT

I go out walkin' after midnight,
out in the moonlight
just like we used to do
I'm always walkin' after midnight searchin' for you.

I walk for miles, along the highway,
well that's just my way,
of sayin I love you
I'm always walkin' after midnight searchin' for you

I stop to see a weepin' willow
cryin' on it's pillow,
maybe he's cryin' for me,
and as the skies turn gloomy, night winds whisper to me,
I'm lonesome as I can be

I go out walkin' after midnight,
out in the starlight,
just hopin' you may be somewhere a walkin' after midnight searchin' for me

I stop to see a weepin' willow
cryin' on it's pillow,
maybe he's cryin' for me,
and as the skies turn gloom, night winds whisper to me,
I'm lonesome as I can be

I go out walkin' after midnight,
out in the moonlight,
just hopin' you may be
somewhere a walkin' after midnight searchin' for me

posted December 17, 2004 04:05 PM         

Yes we broke up for good about two weeks ago, it was very harsh. There is a blonde who he (Gemini) has been intimate with and he respects her life more than mine, she's cooler and blonder. I think he likes the challenging ones, and then gets bored. He is also going through his Uranus square Uranus transit, no commitments right now, too difficult. It's hard because he kissed me (and still wants to kiss me) and then tells me about her on the phone.

Even worse I have her email address since he sent to me once by mistake...you can imagine how I felt about that, and the time he mistook me for her, and the other times...

It's just too much work for him, and yes I am a Scorpio/Taurus combination myself so I get it.
Thanks, I have to get my confidence back again.

Natasha

posted December 18, 2004 12:38 AM         

Let Me Go, Lover ~ Teresa Brewer

(Go . . . go . . . go)

Oh, let me go
Let me go
Let me go, lover
Let me be
Set me free
From your spell

You made me weep
Cut me deep
I can't sleep, lover
I was cursed
From the first
Day I fell

You don't want me
But you want me
To go on wanting you
Now I pray that
You will say that
We're through

Please turn me loose
What's the use?
Let me go, lover
Let me go
Let me go
Let me go

You made me weep
Cut me deep
I can't sleep, lover
I was cursed
From the first
Day I fell

You don't want me
But you want me
To go on wanting you
Now I pray that
You will say that
We're through

Please turn me loose
What's the use?
Let me go, lover
Let me go
Let me go
Let me go

~~~~~
and this one...

If you're a guy that's had a gal in each and every port
And you've forgot the rules of love that life has always taught
And if you broke as many hearts as ripples in a stream
Well, brother, here's the only way that you can be redeemed

CHORUS
Cross over the bridge, cross over the bridge
Change your reckless way o'livin', cross over the bridge
Leave you fickle past behind you and true romance will find you
Brother, cross over the bridge

If you have built a boat to take you to the greener side
And if that boat is built of ev'ry lie you ever lied
You'll never reach the Promised Land of love, I guarantee
'cause lies cannot hold water and you'll sink into the sea

CHORUS

I know it isn't easy to resist temptation's call
But think of how your broken heart will hurt you when you fall
'cause some day you will find that you are hopelessly in love
And she'll belong to someone else as sure as stars above

CHORUS

Cross over the bridge
Cross over the bridge
Cross over the bridge
FADE
Cross over the bridge

"Cross Over the Bridge" by Patti Page

I want to say more, but I'm too tired, and I don't know if it'll come out right.

posted December 18, 2004 11:03 AM         

Anyway that's the danger of sending a man a love song, I sent this one Kentucky Rain sung by Elvis and next thing you know he was agreeing to the lyrics...of course he didn't really feel that way, talk about projection! I can't help it, I am always playing that song in my head, but next I will be more selective:

Seven lonely days
And a dozen towns ago
I reached out one night
And you were gone
Don’t know why you’d run,
What you’re running to or from
All I know is I want to bring you home

So I’m walking in the rain,
Thumbing for a ride
On this lonely kentucky backroad
I’ve loved you much too long
And my love’s too strong
To let you go, never knowing
What went wrong

Kentucky rain keeps pouring down
And up ahead’s another town
That I’ll go walking thru
With the rain in my shoes,

Searchin for you
In the cold kentucky rain,
In the cold kentucky rain
Showed your photograph
To some old gray bearded man

Sitting on a bench
Outside a gen’ral store
They said yes, she’s been here
But their memory wasn’t clear
Was it yesterday,
No, wait the day before
So I fin’ly got a ride
With a preacher man who asked
Where you bound on such a dark afternoon?

As we drove on thru the rain
As he listened I explained
And he left me with a prayer
That I’d find you

Thanks, for the love and cheating songs!