posted March 04, 2005 01:35 PM         

Point in case, everyone knew how things went down with me and my Aqua guy how he held out on things with me and how he ended stuff and broke my heart. Posted about that a few times. Anyway I later found out from my DEEP DEEP intuiton that he had moved in with another women and did not tell me. The reason for him ending things was not the real reason. Anyway I found out and was broken up. Told him our friendship was over that he desperately was trying to hold on to do not know why he made his choice. To even think he was worthy of my friendship after that puzzles me.

posted March 04, 2005 01:40 PM         

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I have noticed that reaping what you sow comes quicker then it use to. Have anyone else noticed this too.

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posted March 04, 2005 02:43 PM         

Now he is alone and works alone with one woman, as his secretary/g/f. He is old, pot bellied and bald, and I am glad.

Anyway, he was much worse than your Aqua, but I am happy to hear you are focusing on yourself but still using your intuition. Sometimes it's really HARD to tell the difference between knowing something about someone, and looking into their future-especially for a Pisces, but it can be done, you are seeing the truth and not letting it hurt you, rather than being hurt and trying to find out why.

When you focus on your own emotions and let yourself express them naturally, you don't feel what others feel so much, there is less anxiety, still some but less.

I felt, that my ex Gemini was upset that I was back in his area but I couldn't tell, still I saw that his face was looking down and he couldn't make eye contact, automatically I knew it was because he was jealous I was talking to another man earlier that night and he had seen me, don't ask me how I knew, I just knew! I felt so hurt that he would think of that, and realized he would have to go towards his own conclusions I couldn't help.

Still I try very hard not to make him jealous on purpose by not mentioning other men, and not talking about romance, that would just come back on me. I noticed he does not do that either yet, so as long as he doesn't, I won't either. BUT I can't ignore the entire male population all the time. Next time I run into him, if I do, I will not talk so openly to other men and instead just concetrate on myself for once, and act civilized??

Good job to you for being the lady, you could give lessons to me,

posted March 04, 2005 04:40 PM         

This happened in 1992-1994...last spring in 2004, he started calling me, and guess why? To discuss how UNHAPPY he was with his wife. That for the past SEVERAL years of marriage to her he was miserable. Well...I've certainly moved on from him and calmly listened to him...thinking the whole time "what is going on here??"...then, into the summer, he left her. Moved in with his parents, where he currently resides--WHEN our daughter is visiting him...when she is not there visiting, he is guess what? LIVING WITH HIS NEW GIRLFRIEND! Of which I know ALL about her, but his WIFE knows nothing about her and I have heard through the grapevine that she is literally dying to learn any info of this new woman in his life. Now, how bizarre is that? So, all the hurt and pain that Michelle caused me, by breaking up my marriage, has come back to her...and I had nothing to do with it, yet I know all about it. Course, his turn will come eventually...because really, it takes 2 to tango...and he's not yet reaped what he did to me by cheating etc...

Next, the Aquarian...married someone else, while seeing me on the side...for reasons other than love --more he was covering for her about some personal things that she has not revealed to her family...he is still married to the girl, BUT does not wear his wedding band...and has in the past few months began taking Zoloft because of depression that he has been suffering..imagine that? He recently completed his doctorate, got a great new job, had a FABULOUS new home built, etcetc...yet, he is married to a woman that guess what? He doesn't love. He has it all...material wise...

posted March 04, 2005 06:08 PM         

Oh man i have a million stories...

I believe that everyone has a certain amount of good and evil in them. The person you end up with has to have the same levels as you do.

Like if you lean more towards being a good girl, your guy has to also.

Its basically like Chris Rock said...

2 Crackheads can be in love foeva!

posted March 04, 2005 06:49 PM         

I stopped wishing to die and wanted to live, is how I see it, but I know if I was with one of those men I would be back wishing to die everyday and because I have been through several, now I show the next one quickly what he is missing by trying to be healthy.

Before I would slink away hurting, but now I show up and demand closure, showing myself and refusing to hide.

Karma comes quicker because you demand it, God gives to those who ask because life is worth living and indifference to life, truly living well, is evil. Aquas I have known are the kings of drinking and substance abuse and they love to be in pain with the woman they choose, which I can't be.

If I did I would have to slowly bang my head on the wall until I didn't remember anything I did yesterday, and talking is useless.

The Pisces sounds so much just like every one of my ex b/f's except the Aquas, they always call me, and the one time I cheated with someone, it was over in about 6 weeks when I couldn't take the guilt. Guilt is a heavy emotion but it's necessary to deal with it well, if you are prone to the feeling.

Saturn in Taurus/5th house
Sun in Taurus/6th house conjunct Descendant
Gives me heavy guilt, I can create guilt in others, or absorb it, but I refuse to ignore the feeling anymore because it's part of everyone,

I remember everything, and so I dont' drift away, I know it's unpleasant for some of my friends especially the ones who have pride,