posted January 25, 2010 12:25 AM         

1. What's been happening in your life
Moon-Belwilderment
There are many things in your life that are not clear to you and perhaps experiencing some kinds of illusions. There are things you are not in control of at this moment. You are wandering aimlessly.

2. How you feel about it
Stone Hallow-Trust
You are feeling focused but desire results. Whatever new ideas have emerged within you want to manifest them in the real world.

3. What you didn't know
Stone Seven-Reward
Re-evaulate and take a different direction and most of all do what you can with what you have already!

posted January 25, 2010 12:29 AM         

1. What's been happening in your life
Moon-Bewilderment
Same as above Gypseewind, going through a lot of confusion of the mind and illusions. Wandering aimlessly, filled with fears or/and anxieties.

2. How you feel about it
Merlin-Action
You feel as though you have the ability to accomplish any goals at this time. You are not afraid to act. But along withe Moon combined with the Magician my impression is that perhaps you do know what the situation is in your life but need to understand what exactly you want, you can be very focused. But you need most is concentration. Hope that makes sense!

3. What you didn't know
Fool-Blind faith
You do not know your potential and that you are carefree.

4. Why You're Here
Grail Hermit-Wisdom
Teacher/Guide-You are here to search for answer within alone, the 'quest for enlightment'. You will go off on your own, to find answers and to become a very wise teacher to others and live a very quiet life.

posted January 25, 2010 12:32 AM         

Grail Ten-Joy
It looks like you are being blessed by many great things at the moment. You are experiencing a lot of harmony.

2. How you feel about it
The Cauldron-Balance
You feel centered, healed and renewed.

3. What you didn't know
Sword Six-Recovery
Your probably feeling the blues and avoiding it. Or just getting by.

4. Why You're Here
Sword Ten-to overcome something that caused some anguish (despair) or depression (or stress) in the past. to put a final end to it.

posted January 25, 2010 12:47 AM         

I would like one alos please.

posted January 25, 2010 01:10 PM         

Diana,WinkAway, and WingedLeo are next...tonight I have them ready. For the rest, I am sorry cannot say when. If you read my OP it says five at a time, but I am taking six! The others if I have time I will open up this thread again and you guys go first, possibly this weekend, okay?

posted January 25, 2010 07:04 PM         

Yep, you pretty much nailed it. I certainly have been wandering aimlessly, waiting for the universe to show ME what to do, instead of deciding for myself. I get the Moon alot these days.

I sometimes feel focused, but that ^ tends to get in the way, and cloud many issues for me. I tend to live in the past, and think of the ways things used to be, instead of how they really are.
I desire results, yes, I surely do.

Taking a different direction. HMMM, I'm already spread in several different directions, apparently none are the right ones. When you say "do what you can with what you have already," I'm not really sure WHAT I have, other then my family.

I absolutely need to learn to achieve a positive state of mind, and concentration. But, back up to Miss Moon up there, she messes with my head, dragging in melancholy all the time, making it very difficult to see what it IS that I do want and/or need to concentrate on. Very scattered at the moment.
I do feel I am here to communicate. I have alot of friends that I councel too, and just this morning, I said something very strongly to one, instead of beating around the bush, and it turned out very well. Perhaps I do need to verbalize more powerfully instead of on an empathic level.
I also write, and some of the things I've written, I hesistate to share, because they are about powerful emotions and subject matter, which isn't always nice and pretty. Perhaps it's time to show that side of my personality.

I long very much to be my own person, but I've had to rely on others all my life, making me a prisoner of sorts. So, if this card comes to fruition, then I think that would be the key to my happiness, because, once I'm free of needing others for this or that, then I can concentrate finally on what it is I need, and what it is I want.

posted January 25, 2010 10:45 PM         

1. What's been happening in your life

The Cauldron-Victory
Looks like at this time in your life you are concentrating, mastering your emotions and are firmly in control.

2. How you feel about it
The Seeker-Faith
How you feel about what is going on presently you are feeling trusting and living very much in the moment. Along with the Cauldron you feel you are on a path of a new adventure. You are believeing in yourself, you have a lot of faith.

3. What you didn't know
Taliesin-Beliefs
You do not know how to conform to rules, adapt and/or following discipline.

4. Why You're Here
Gawain-Strength
This card is very good card. You are here to acquire inner strength, funnily the first card I drew is about control of your emotions & to master them, however this card is about being loving and its a much more subtle card. You are here to accept others, be patient and reliable. To be compassionate.

posted January 25, 2010 10:51 PM         

1. What's been happening in your life
Sovereignty-Decision
It looks like you are making some deicsions in your life, handling situations/settling, something connected with the past or setting course for the future.

2. How you feel about it
The Spiral Tower-Revelation
You are probably feel as you are going through a crisis, or feel as if your routines are shaken up and disrupted. But with all this you are experiencing a different level of understanding and even bursts of insights.

3. What you didn't know
The Green Knight-Ignorance
What you do not know is that you have doubts and/or are allowing yourself to be controlled.

4. Why You're Here
Grail Nine-Satisfaction
To realize what your dreams and obtain your goals and seek pleasure and to truly enjoy life.

posted January 25, 2010 10:53 PM         

1. What's been happening in your life
Sword Five-Self-Interst
Perhaps you are going through some conflicts and discord at the present moment. You are thinking of your own needs, and perhaps even thinking narrowly.

2. How you feel about it
Sword Nine-Worry
You are being very hard on yourself, you want to cry, and having difficulty sleeping. You are thinking of the worse and keep going over issues. You are nervous.

3. What you didn't know
Lady of the Lake-Potential
You forgot to trust your innner voice, and to look beyond the surface.

4. Why You're Here
Grail Hallow-Intuition
You are here to connect with others in a genuienly compassionate, deep and intimate ways. You will open yourself up to others
in deep, profoundly spiritual way.